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Side Story 1: Luo Yuchen’s Diary

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TL: Resonance

　　大明星洛予辰因为那种冷淡的性子，基本不会有人认为他会记日记这种东西，但是事实恰恰相反。

Celebrity Luo Yuchen has a cold personality. Nobody would think that he would write something like a diary, but reality was the opposite.

　　且不说大明星在退化成“冷酷的心”之前其实是个性情中人，就是之后，他仍然保持了那么一个小小的兴趣。

He was an expressive person before he degraded to having a “cold heart”, and he continued keeping this little hobby even after his change.

　　肖恒一直知道洛予辰在书架上有三个厚厚的大本子，那是洛予辰从中学开始每天记下来的东西。

Xiao Heng always knew that Luo Yuchen kept three thick books on the bookshelf. Those were the things Luo Yuchen had written ever since middle school.

　　肖恒经常嘲笑说自己的理念是把每一天活好，洛予辰的生活目标则是把每一天记好。

Xiao Heng often laughed off saying his philosophy was to live every day well, while Luo Yuchen’s life goal was to record every day well.

　　洛予辰听到这个就会笑着说：“因为认识你的日子太美好了，我当然要把它们一滴一滴都记下来啊。”

Whenever Luo Yuchen hears this, he will smile and say, “Every day is a wonderful day with you. Of course I have to record everything down.”

　　肖恒并不上当，笑眯眯道：“你就花言巧语吧。”

Xiao Heng didn’t believe it. He replied with a smile, “You and your sweet talk.”

　　“真是这样的耶，”洛予辰认真想了想说：“我从初中一年级开始记日记，正好是从我认识你开始到现在，如果你翻开看的话说不定是每一篇都有‘肖恒’两个字存在。”

“It’s true.” Luo Yuchen thought seriously and said, “I started writing a diary since the first year of middle school, ever since I knew you until now. If you take a look, you might find the two words ‘Xiao Heng’ on every page.”

　　“是么？”肖恒问，嘴唇有点无法抑制地往上翘。

“Really?” Xiao Heng asked as the corner of his lips lifted unconsciously.

　　“怎么样，你想看看么？”洛予辰看肖恒突然可爱起来了，心里觉得难得，于是继续引诱着问。

“How about it, do you want to take a look?” Luo Yuchen found it rare to see Xiao Heng acting so cute, so he continued asking him temptingly.

　　“可以么？”肖恒受宠若惊。

“Can I?” Xiao Heng felt flattered.

　　“至少看初中这本应该可以吧，那时候我们的关系纯洁着呢。”洛予辰笑着拿出其中最厚的一本。

“It should be okay to look at the middle school diary. Our relationship was still innocent then.” Luo Yuchen smiled and took out the thickest book.

　　“等等，”肖恒皱着眉说：“最厚的那一本是初中的？”

“Wait, the thickest one is the middle school one?” Xiao Heng said with knitted brows.

　　“是啊，”洛予辰笑，一一指点：“最厚的是初中这本，其次是高中，然后那本薄的是之后。”

“Yes.” Luo Yuchen smiled and identified one by one, “The thickest is the middle school one, followed by highschool and the thinnest one for what happens after.”

　　之后……肖恒彻底郁闷。之后不就是他们在一起的十年么，十年每天在一起洛予辰就算没什么东西可写也应该有很多牢骚可发吧，居然还没有初中那大脑发育不完全的三年记的内容的三分之一多。

What happens after… Xiao Heng became totally depressed. Isn’t what happens afterwards our ten years together? We are always together during the ten years. Even if there is nothing to write about, there should still be many complaints to make. The diary is actually less than one third the thickness of the three year middle school diary, an age where our brain has not greatly developed.

　　你到底把我们在一起的日子当成什么啊！

Just what were the days we spent together!

　　感觉到了肖恒的极度不满，洛予辰讪笑着说：“没办法嘛，初中多有空啊，高中又要踢球又要高考，当然没时间记日记啦，大学就开始唱歌了，大学之后又更忙了就没时间写嘛。”

Feeling Xiao Heng’s dissatisfaction, Luo Yuchen said with an awkward smile, “I can’t help it, I was so free in middle school. During highschool, I had soccer and college entrance examinations, so I had no time to write my diary. I started singing during university days and was even busier after university, resulting in no time to write.”

　　借口，借口！肖恒决定不被这个给忽悠去了。高中是忙，但洛予辰又不是爱学习的人，除了踢球自己可是看着洛予辰一天到晚无所事事的，后来当了明星更是没事就在家里睡到中午，忙他个大头鬼啊。

Excuses, all excuses! Xiao Heng wasn’t buying it. It may be busy during highschool, but Luo Yuchen wasn’t someone who liked studying. Other than soccer, Luo Yuchen was always free. When he became a celebrity afterwards, he would sleep till noon whenever he had nothing to do. Busy my ass!

　　洛予辰是大混蛋大骗子，肖恒心里嘀咕。

Luo Yuchen is an asshole and a liar. Xiao Heng thought in his heart.

　　但是转念一想，肖恒又觉得那段薄薄的日记记载的日子说是关于自己的其实不如说是关于夏明修的，心理总算平衡了一点。

But on second thought, Xiao Heng felt that the thin diary probably recorded about Xia Mingxiu instead of himself and felt better.

　　要是夏明修的内容，那么短的话还可以原谅。

If the content is about Xia Mingxiu, it is still forgivable for it to be short.

　　“喂，你到底要不要看啊。”洛予辰举着本子手有点酸。

“Hey, do you want to read it or not?” Luo Yuchen’s arm felt tired holding up the book.

　　“当然要看。”肖恒不客气地把日记本接过来，翻开第一页。

“Of course.” Xiao Heng received the diary unabashedly and flipped to the first page.

　　第一页是红红的一行字。

The first page was filled with one red sentence. 

　　奖：S市东区篮球赛第一名XX小学队队员洛予辰同学。

Award: S city, East district, XX elementary school, first place in basketball awarded to student Luo Yuchen.

　　“这个……这个是……”肖恒立刻很没形象地扑哧笑了。

“This… this is…” Xiao Heng burst out laughing unreservedly.

　　“你别管这些不重要的东西行吗？”洛予辰有点尴尬，强硬把这一页翻过去。

“Can you not look at these unimportant things?” Luo Yuchen felt awkward and forcefully flipped over to the next page.

　　“你居然一直留着，舍不得撕掉……”肖恒又把它翻回来，看着那个红印章印的“奖”字，浑身发抖。

“You still kept it and didn’t bear to tear it off…” Xiao Heng flipped the page back and his body trembled as he stared at the “award” word imprinted with red seal.

　　“好歹是段美好回忆嘛！”洛予辰瞪眼，郁闷肖恒的不能感同身受。

“It was a good memory!” Luo Yuchen stared at Xiao Heng, depressed about the fact that Xiao Heng couldn’t empathise with him.

　　“为什么篮球赛第一名没发篮球，发了个本子？”肖恒继续讽刺：“他们怎么会知道洛予辰你用得着？”

“Why did they not award you with a basketball instead of a book when you got first in basketball?” Xiao Heng continued sarcastically, “How did they know that you will make use of it?”

　　洛予辰知道肖恒在讽刺自己初中时一塌糊涂的学习成绩，心想当时要不是坐在你旁边天天抄作业抄习惯了我成绩也不至于那么烂，但是陈年旧账也不好再翻，只能闷闷地问：“你到底是不是诚心要看！”

Luo Yuchen knew that Xiao Heng was laughing at his terrible grades in middle school. He thought in his heart, “If I didn’t get used to copying your work everyday due to sitting next to you, my grades wouldn’t have been so bad.” However, it wasn’t good to bring up old scores, so Luo Yuchen asked gloomily, “Do you want to read it or not!”

　　“要的要的，当然要！”

“Yes yes. Of course!”

　　于是一阵喧嚣吵闹之后，肖恒终于翻到了正文第一页。

After all the hustle and bustle, Xiao Heng finally flipped to the real first page.

　　九月一日 阴霾密布万里无云

1st September: Dense clouds darken the sky, cloudless miles.

　　“呃……阴霾密布的话不应该是万里都是云么？”肖恒问。

“Uh… If dense clouds darken the sky, shouldn’t there be miles of clouds?” Xiao Heng asked.

　　“我当时难得学到几句成语，你就别那么挑剔行么？”洛予辰有点恼羞：“你要看的话就不要老是打岔！”

“It was so rare for me to learn a few idioms back then. Can you stop being so picky?” Luo Yuchen said a little annoyed, “If you want to read then stop interrupting the reading!”

　　“是，大爷。”肖恒不满地说。

“Yes lord.” Xiao Heng replied in dissatisfaction.

　　我怎么上了这所中学的自己都不知道，可能是因为它离家比较近，反正不是我选的而是我父母选的。既然是父母选的，那我还是听话吧。我觉得我完全可以不用那么听话，不过谁让我是懂事的年轻人呢？总之，我觉得我父母帮我选这所学校的原因还有五，一是……

I didn’t know how I got to attend this middle school. Maybe because it was closer to home. In any case, it wasn’t me who chose this school but my parents. Since it was chosen by my parents, then I should be obedient. I feel that there wasn’t a need for me to be so obedient, but who asked me to be such a sensible youth? Anyway, I feel that there are still five more reasons why my parents chose this school for me. First… 

　　“你废话可真多。”肖恒说。

“You sure have a lot of nonsense to say.” Xiao Heng said.

　　“你要看就不要抱怨！”洛予辰已经快要抓狂了，十二岁时候的日记当然会很幼稚啊，为什么肖恒非要逮住不放地笑话他呢！

“If you want to read then stop complaining!” Luo Yuchen was almost going crazy. Of course a twelve years old’s diary would be very childish. Why does Xiao Heng keep using this to laugh at him!

　　……进了教室，我扫了一眼全班同学，发现大家都长得真丑。不知道是不是我审美眼光提高了，我觉得小学同班同学就没有那么丑啊，不过也有可能是看了六年看习惯了。总之，虽然他们丑，我也不能奇视（歧视）他们，他们来和我说话我还是好好和他们说的。

… After entering the classroom, I swept my gaze across every classmate and realised that all of them are very ugly. Maybe my aesthetic sense has risen, because I felt that my elementary school mates weren’t so ugly. But it may also be because I got used to it after looking at them for six years. In any case, even if they are ugly, I cannot discreemenate[1] against them. I still talk to them nicely when they come and speak to me.

　　“肖恒，不准笑。”洛予辰看着肖恒又在旁边一抽一抽，轻轻敲了一下他的头。

“Xiao Heng, don’t you laugh.” Luo Yuchen tapped Xiao Heng’s head when he saw Xiao Heng trembling by the side.

　　“你那个时候的心理活动怎么那么可爱啊……”肖恒笑得不行，抬头看这个酷酷的洛予辰，想着他当时明明也酷酷的，怎么心里其实碎碎念那么多。

“Your inner mind was so cute back then…” Xiao Heng laughed greatly. He looked up at the cool Luo Yuchen now and thought, “You looked pretty cool back then, who knew you had so many random thoughts in your mind.”

　　“认真看着啊，你要出场了呢！”洛予辰又打了他一下，指着下文说。

“Continue reading seriously, you’re about to debut!” Luo Yuchen tapped him one more time and pointed at the next part of the text.

　　然后又有一个人进来了，我很高兴，终于有个看得顺眼的了。他皮肤有点黑，不过像是晒的不像天生的，挺瘦的不过气质不错，也挺高的，我觉得这个人应该值得交往。不过他坐到前面去了，我不想过去，就打算先等等准备放学叫他打球去。

Then, another person came in. I was very happy. Finally there was someone pleasing to the eye. His skin was a little dark. However, it looked like it was tanned rather than his natural skin colour. He looked quite thin, but his disposition wasn’t bad. He’s quite tall too. I think that this person should be worth associating with. However, he went and sat at the front. I don’t want to go there, so I decided to wait for school to end before inviting him to play.

　　“哦，原来我入得了你的法眼啊。”肖恒微讽道。

“Oh, looks like I was able to enter your holy eyes.” Xiao Heng mocked.

　　因为自己经常讽刺肖恒长得一般，现在让肖恒知道了自己的真实想法，洛予辰有点尴尬，对于肖恒的指责也不好说什么。

Luo Yuchen felt awkward letting Xiao Heng know his true thoughts now since he often scorned Xiao Heng saying he looked average. He didn’t dare say anything about Xiao Heng’s mockery either.

　　……老师来了，长得还不错，她让我到前面去坐。为什么？难道她暗恋我？不过她想当我女朋友还要去韩国一趟。

… The teacher arrived. She looked pretty good. She asked me to sit at the front. Why? Don’t tell me she has a secret crush on me? But if she wanted to be my girlfriend, she still has to make a trip to Korea.

　　总之，我就和那个看得顺眼同桌了，真不错，他好像成绩挺好的，搞好关系以后可以抄他的作业，不错。

Anyway, I became deskmates with the person who was pleasing to the eyes. Not bad. It seems like his grade is pretty good. If our relationship gets better, I can copy his work in the future. Not bad.

　　他叫肖恒，名字好像在哪听过，应该是错觉。

He’s called Xiao Heng. I seem to have heard this name somewhere before. Maybe it’s just my imagination.

　　……放学我们真去打球了，我跟肖恒对另外两个初三的男生，结果我们把他们打得落花流水。我今天自然还是像流川枫一样帅，而肖恒虽然不是很能跑很能抢却很能投三分，把球传给他八成能进，那些初三的人被他气得后来都快哭了，我看得很高兴，于是破例请了肖恒一支冰棒。

… We really went to play after school. Xiao Heng and I were against two other year three guys. In the end, we won them overwhelmingly. As usual, I was as handsome as Kaede Rukawa every day. Although Xiao Heng wasn’t very fast or good at stealing the ball, he was very good at shooting three pointers. If I pass the ball to him, there’s a 80% chance he will score. The year three guys were so angered by him they almost cried. I felt very happy seeing this, so I made an exception and treated Xiao Heng to a popsicle.

　　“为什么请冰棒是‘破例’？”肖恒问。

“Why was treating me to a popsicle making an exception?” Xiao Heng asked.

　　“我当时零用钱很少啊，喂！别笑了……再笑我不给你看了！”洛予辰实在受不了肖恒的肆无忌惮，伸手就要夺回日记本。

“Because I didn’t have much pocket money back then. Hey! Stop laughing… If you continue laughing then I won’t let you read anymore!” Luo Yuchen couldn’t take Xiao Heng’s brazen behaviour any longer. He stretched his hand over wanting to take back his diary.

　　“行行行我不笑！”肖恒抢回本子继续读。

“Alright alright alright I will stop laughing!” Xiao Heng snatched back the book and continued reading.

　　……我觉得我跟肖恒真是绝配，他又能帮我又能衬托我，将来我们在学校里还不横行霸道么。这不，回去的路上就有漂亮的小女孩盯着我们看。那是三班的吧？下次问问她名字去，长得真不错，怎么不是我们班的。

… I feel that Xiao Heng and I are a perfect match. He can help me and make me stand out. Won’t we become an overpowering pair in school in the future? Speaking of which, there was a pretty girl staring at us when we were on our way home. I think she’s from class three? I will ask for her name next time. She looks pretty good. Why isn’t she in our class?

　　“三班的……啊，是安琪吧，”肖恒想了想，表情有点怀念，“哎呀，同一所初中和高中的呢，再不提我都快把她忘了……说起来，她不是你……”

“Class three… Ah, it’s An Qi right?” Xiao Heng thought and spoke nostalgically, “Man, we went to the same middle school and highschool. I’ve almost forgotten about her if not for your mentioning… Speaking of which, isn’t she your… “

　　洛予辰刷地把日记本合上，脸色不善：“你那么多废话，不看了。”

Luo Yuchen closed the diary and spoke with an unfriendly face, “You’ve so much nonsense to say. Let’s not read anymore.”

　　“喂，洛予辰，别那么小气啊。”肖恒笑着把洛予辰拉回来。

“Hey, Luo Yuchen, don’t be so petty.” Xiao Heng pulled Luo Yuchen back with a smile.

　　肖恒以为洛予辰只是开玩笑装生气，然而事实证明洛予辰大少爷是真的不爽了，这次肖恒居然软磨硬泡，他就是不愿意再把它们拿出来了。

Xiao Heng thought Luo Yuchen was acting angry as a joke. However, reality showed that lord Luo Yuchen was truly unhappy. No matter how much Xiao Heng pestered for it, Luo Yuchen was unwilling to take out the diaries again.

　　直到晚饭时间，一直若有所思的肖恒突然说：“我觉得我想到一件事。”

During dinner time, Xiao Heng who has been deep in thought ever since earlier suddenly said, “I think I remembered something.”

　　“什么？”洛予辰表面冷静私下非常心虚。

“What?” Luo Yuchen was calm on the surface but was actually feeling very guilty.

　　“那个叫安琪的好像初二的时候跟我表白过。”

“That person called An Qi seemed to have confessed to me before during year two.”

　　肖恒说完这句话之后，注意到洛予辰身体的僵直。

After saying this sentence, Xiao Heng noticed that Luo Yuchen’s body has turned stiff.

　　果然有鬼。

I knew there’s something. 

　　不是肖恒迟钝到现在才想起来被某个女生表白过，而是本来和洛予辰无关的东西他就都懒得去记，然而和洛予辰有关的东西他又都愿意琢磨，所以之前洛予辰在提到这个“安琪”之后洛予辰行动失常，就让肖恒认真地回想起来初中的事情。

Xiao Heng wasn’t so slow to the point that he only realised that he has been confessed to by a girl before now. It was just that he has always been lazy to be concerned about things unrelated to Luo Yuchen. However, he was always willing to ponder about things related to Luo Yuchen. Therefore, when he saw Luo Yuchen’s abnormality after he mentioned “An Qi”, it made Xiao Heng think seriously about what happened in middle school.

　　然后他开始在记忆里搜寻那个安琪，记得她在初中时代是洛予辰N多任女朋友其中的一个。

Then, he started searching for An Qi in his memory. He remembered that she was one of Luo Yuchen’s many girlfriends in his middle school days.

　　洛予辰开始交女朋友的时候肖恒是紧张的，是难过的，是不爽的，但是后来他发现洛予辰奉行“兄弟如手足，老婆如衣服”的概念之后，就再也不是很关心洛予辰身边的来来去去的女孩子，而安琪就是其中一个不被肖恒关心的存在。

When Luo Yuchen first started dating girls, Xiao Heng had been nervous and unhappy. However, after he realised Luo Yuchen’s idea of “Brother like limbs, wife like clothes”, he no longer concerned himself with the ever changing girls around Luo Yuchen. An Qi was a presence outside of Xiao Heng’s concern.

　　只不过在描绘安琪的样子的时候突然一个清秀女孩脸红红的跑到自己面前来的画面跃入脑海。

However, when he was trying to think of An Qi’s appearance, an image of a pretty girl running towards him with a red face suddenly popped into his mind.

　　不就是她么，在足球场上面拦着自己，很紧张地问：“肖恒同学，我注意你很久了，请问你现在没有女朋友的话，可不可以考虑和我交往？”

Wasn’t it her? She stopped me on the soccer field and asked nervously, “School mate Xiao Heng, I have noticed you for a very long time. If you do not have a girlfriend now, could you consider dating me?”

　　肖恒当时觉得伤害这样一个可爱的女孩子真的很不好意思，但没办法心里已经有人了，只能礼貌拒绝。

Xiao Heng felt terrible hurting such a cute girl, but he couldn’t help it as he already had a person in his heart. Therefore, he could only reject politely.

　　这段很快就被肖恒忘了，那个安琪好像还哭得很伤心，但是当她成为洛予辰的女友出现在他们身边的时候，肖恒大摇大摆地无视人家，别说记得她曾经跟自己表白了，就连觉得眼熟这种程度的记忆都没有。

This memory was quickly forgotten by Xiao Heng. That An Qi person seemed to have cried very sadly. However, when she became Luo Yuchen’s girlfriend and appeared by their side, Xiao Heng ignored her. Despite the fact that she has confessed to him before, Xiao Heng didn’t even remember enough to find her familiar.

　　这些记忆是肖恒在吃过中午饭之后回想起来的，等到下午的时候一些更惊人的记忆又逐渐浮现。

These were the things Xiao Heng remembered after eating lunch. During mid afternoon, even more shocking memories started surfacing in his mind.

　　不只那一个安琪，还有别的女孩子，也在跟他告白之后混成了洛予辰的女朋友。

Not just An Qi, there were other girls too. They all started becoming Luo Yuchen’s girlfriend after confessing to him(Xiao Heng).

　　这是怎么搞的？

What’s going on?

　　肖恒在学校的时候虽然长相比洛予辰不如，但是好歹勉强算帅的，在中学里个子又高又会打球，成绩优秀人也亲切，受欢迎程度倒不必冰山洛予辰低，也经常有女孩子找他出去或打电话到家里。肖恒自己因为全副心思在洛予辰身上也没有太注意，现在想象却觉得这些女孩子的行迹有点诡异。

Although Xiao Heng wasn’t as handsome as Luo Yuchen, he could still be considered handsome. During middle school, he was tall and knew how to play basketball. His grades were good and he was kind. His popularity was comparable to Luo Yuchen. There were often girls who ask him out or call his home. Because Xiao Heng’s heart was all on Luo Yuchen, he didn’t pay much attention to this. Now that he thought back, he realised that these girls’ actions have been a little strange.

　　其实好几个都是小美女，后来也都成功成了洛予辰的女朋友，既然有此实力应该不用先靠跟着自己吸引洛予辰的注意来“曲线救国”吧。

In fact, quite a few of them were little beauties which later became Luo Yuchen’s girlfriend. Since they had this strength, they probably didn’t need to depend on following me to attract Luo Yuchen’s attention to “reach the goal” right?

　　因此所以唯一的答案就是，洛予辰不知道是不是巧合地搜集了大部分跟自己表白过的女孩子。

Hence, the only answer to this is that Luo Yuchen has somehow gathered most of the girls that have confessed to me. Not sure if it is a coincidence or not.

　　可是一个正常人也没那么无聊吧，何况还是那个妄自尊大的洛予辰。

But a normal person probably wouldn’t be so bored to do that right? Not to mention this is the arrogant Luo Yuchen we are talking about.

　　于是肖恒还是决定当面问洛予辰：“你干嘛要跟那些喜欢我的女孩在一起啊？”

Therefore, Xiao Heng decided to ask Luo Yuchen directly, “Why did you date those girls that like me?”

　　“我交往的时候只挑漂亮，她们愿意找我我就收啊，”洛予辰好像自尊受到了挑战，很有点不爽：“谁知道她们心里是想着你的啊！”

“When I was dating, I only picked the pretty ones. Since they were willing to date me, I took them in.” Luo Yuchen felt challenged and said unhappily, “Who knew that they were thinking about you in their hearts!”

　　肖恒可不是那么容易就被敷衍过去的，立刻反驳：“喂喂，起码安琪你是知道的吧？她表白的时候我们在球场，你就站在旁边的啊！”

Xiao Heng wasn’t going to be dismissed so easily. He retorted immediately, “Hey hey, you should at least know An Qi right? You were right beside me when she confessed to me on the soccer field!”

　　洛予辰视线漂移，不语。

Luo Yuchen shifted his gaze away and didn’t reply.

　　“你当时不会是真心喜欢那个女孩的吧？”肖恒想到洛予辰日记的第一篇就赞扬了安琪的美貌，迟疑地问。

“Don’t tell me you really liked that girl then?” Xiao Heng asked hesitantly as he remembered Luo Yuchen praising An Qi’s appearance on the very first page of the diary.

　　但是没觉得洛予辰对哪个女朋友特别的好啊……

But I don’t remember Luo Yuchen treating any girlfriend especially well….

　　“不喜欢。”洛予辰哼了一声。

“I don’t.” Luo Yuchen humphed.

　　“那你为什么要让她当女朋友？”按照洛予辰的性子，捡别人不要的是他绝对不屑的，不管那个人是不是绝世美女。

“Then why did you let her be your girlfriend?” Based on Luo Yuchen’s personality, he definitely wasn’t the type to pick up what others don’t want, even if it was a peerless beauty.

　　“我拒绝回答这个问题。”洛予辰开始气呼呼地冷漠起来。

“I refuse to answer this question.” Luo Yuchen started turning cold and angry.

　　第二天洛予辰去工作，肖恒还是在想这个问题。

The next day, Luo Yuchen went to work and Xiao Heng was still thinking about this question.

　　他走过书房，洛予辰书架上的三本日记开始像魔戒一样低声诱惑他

As he passed by the study room, Luo Yuchen’s three diaries on the bookshelf started tempting him like a demon.

　　嗯……肖恒想，那些在那里放了十年了，没有锁，但是自己因为尊重洛予辰的隐私，从来没有试图染指过。

Hmm… Those diaries have already been there for ten years without lock. Respecting Luo Yuchen’s privacy, I have never tried to look through it before. 

　　但是洛予辰自己也说了，初中那本其实没关系……

But Luo Yuchen already said that the middle school one was okay… 

　　要不要看看呢？就看那本，就看一下下而已，只是想知道到底为什么洛予辰会和那些女孩子们在一起。

Should I look at it? I will just look at that one, just a little bit. I only want to know why Luo Yuchen dated those girls.

　　但是还是不行啊，肖恒摇摇头，这不算偷窥别人隐私么？自己向来不屑做，而且洛予辰说不定会生气的。

But I still can’t. Xiao Heng shook his head. Isn’t that invading someone’s privacy? I never liked doing this and Lu Yuchen might also be angry.

　　不过……他又想，其实应该没关系吧，反正之前洛予辰答应自己可以看这一本的。

But… It should be fine right? In any case, didn’t Luo Yuchen say that I could look at that book?

　　看，不看？天人交战中。

See, or not to see? Xiao Heng’s inner mind was having a fight.

　　最后肖恒决定看一下，因为不看的话没法心安。

In the end, Xiao Heng decided to take a look. Or else, he wouldn’t be able to stop thinking about it.

　　不管了，就只看这一本而已，肖恒自己说，就看这一本其中的一小部分而已。

I don’t care anymore. I will just look at this one book and just one small part of this book.

　　他把那个厚厚的本子从书架上取出来拿在手里。

He took out the thick book from the bookshelf into his hands.

　　初二应该是在日记本中间部分吧……于是肖恒从日记本正中间打开。

Year two should be around the middle part of the diary… Hence, Xiao Heng opened the diary right in the middle.

　　十二月二十三号 雪

23rd December, snow

　　今天被拉出去表白三次，那么冷的天，不爽！

Today, I was pulled out to be confessed to thrice. It’s such a cold day, I’m unhappy!

　　其中有个居然是宋佳，拜托，她不是安琪的好朋友么，明明知道我们交往着的，哪有这样在背后暗算朋友的。

One of them was actually Song Jia. Please, wasn’t she An Qi’s good friend? She clearly knew we are dating, how could she do this behind her friend’s back?

　　肖恒就肯定不会来挖我墙角。

If it was Xiao Heng, he definitely wouldn’t do this kind of thing.

　　而且安琪好像还明明跟我说过宋佳她喜欢肖恒。

And I remember An Qi telling me that Song Jia likes Xiao Heng.

　　对哦，她好像已经被肖恒拒了。

Oh right, I think she already got rejected by Xiao Heng.

　　这种女生，拒得好。

It’s better to reject this kind of girl.

　　所以说还是肖恒好，看人真有眼光，又不会随便跟了别人，长得好成绩又好人又善良，要是肖恒是女孩子就好了，嘿嘿……

That’s why Xiao Heng is good, he knows how to judge people and wouldn’t just go with a random person. He looks good, has good grades and is kind. It would be great if Xiao Heng was a girl. Hehe… 

　　不过话说回来，早就觉得这个宋佳长得比安琪还漂亮，带出去一定很有面子，虽然水性杨花了点，不过还是值得考虑我要不要换成她算了。

But speaking of which, I have long thought that this Song Jia looks prettier than An Qi. If I bring her out, it will definitely look good. Although she’s fickle, she is still worth considering for a change.

　　这么漂亮的肖恒都不要，真不知道什么天仙美女才入得了他的眼。

She’s already so pretty, yet Xiao Heng doesn’t want her. I wonder just what kind of fairy girl it takes to enter his eyes.

　　肖恒已经根本不记得什么宋佳了，看着洛予辰这篇日记不禁有点汗颜。

Xiao Heng already has no recollection on whoever this Song Jia is. Seeing this diary entry, Xiao Heng was sweating in embarrassment. 

　　长得好成绩好人又善良……原来洛予辰对我的评价那么高啊，他想，居然还在幻想如果我是女孩子的话会怎样。虽然这可能只是洛予辰随随便便胡写的一句，肖恒不知道怎么的还是觉得有点高兴。

‘He looks good, has good grades and is kind’… Luo Yuchen actually had such a high evaluation on me. He even imagined what it would be like if I was a girl. Although this might just be a casual statement written by Luo Yuchen, Xiao Heng still felt happy for some reason.

　　起码说明洛予辰一直觉得他是不错的，而不是像想象的那样，是自己死缠硬磨磨到最后洛予辰终于被磨无奈了才勉勉强强喜欢上自己的。

At least this shows that Luo Yuchen has always found him decent. At least it wasn’t like how he had imagined, that Luo Yuchen fell in love with him reluctantly after his persistent pestering. 

　　这样看来关于安琪的内容应该在前面的，但是等下再翻回去看吧，肖恒现在有点迫不及待地想知道洛予辰和宋佳发生了什么事情。

If that’s the case, it seems like the contents related to An Qi is at the front. But let’s go back later. Currently, Xiao Heng couldn’t wait to know what happened between Luo Yuchen and Song Jia.

　　十二月二十四号 继续雪

24th December, still snowing

　　今天甩了安琪，她哭地跟什么似的。

After dumping An Qi today, she cried like mad.

　　“哭什么？”我就问她：“不就是以后不能趁机接近肖恒了么？”

“Why are you crying?” I asked her, “Isn’t it just losing the chance to get close to Xiao Heng from now on?”

　　每次一起去KTV都借机坐到肖恒旁边，做便当都做两份，肖恒一在身边就犯傻，别以为我没看到。

Everytime we go to KTV, she always finds the chance to sit beside Xiao Heng. Everytime she makes bento, she will make two. Everytime Xiao Heng is around, she starts doing these silly things. Don’t think that I didn’t see it.

　　不过这次换了宋佳，估计也好不到哪去。

But Song Jia that I changed to this time probably isn’t anyway better.

　　真衰，怎么这些美女看上的都是肖恒？

How unlucky, why do all these beauties like Xiao Heng?

　　他那样对女生一点都不开窍，长得虽然还成也比我差远了。

He doesn’t know how to treat girls at all. Although he’s handsome he’s still far below me based on looks.

　　切，成绩好就是不一样。

Tch, everything is different when you have good grades.

　　虽然很不爽，但是有时候又很暗爽。

Although it’s annoying, it’s also sometimes great.

　　因为肖恒虽然对这些美女不感冒，对我超义气的，每次看得这些女生都妒忌，她们一妒忌我就高兴。

Although Xiao Heng doesn’t care about these beauties, he’s very loyal to me. These girls get so jealous whenever they see it. When they are jealous, I am happy.

　　这才是好哥们儿啊。

This is how a good brother should be.

　　明天我生日，肖恒买了酒，可以喝酒了，哈哈。

Tomorrow is my birthday. Xiao Heng bought me alcohol. There’s alcohol to drink. Haha.

　　其实他那个时候就在对我有独占欲了耶！肖恒看着日记脸上微笑，心里则有点吃惊。

He was already feeling possessive of me then! Xiao Heng smiled as he read the diary and felt a little shock in his heart.

　　难道是自己多心？不会。肖恒想着自己也有其他好哥们，比如方写忆或者小路，但是如果他们的女朋友或者男朋友妒忌自己，自己应该立刻想办法澄清来息事宁人才对，怎么会在一边偷偷暗爽！

Am I just imagining it? No. I also have other good brothers like Fang Xieyi and Xiao Lu. If their girlfriend or boyfriend was jealous of me, I will immediately think of ways to clear the misunderstandings to have a peace of mind. I wouldn’t be secretly happy on one side!

　　看来这次翻日记真的发现了一些自己从来都不知道的事情。

Looks like this diary reading has allowed me to find out about many things I never knew.

[1] Discreemenate – Luo Yuchen wrote a wrong word that sounds the same as ‘discriminate’ in chinese. I couldn’t find a suitable replacement so I translated it as a spelling error.

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