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Chapter 114: Re: My Heart Beats For You

“When your operation is over, can we try being together?”

“We can talk about it after the operation is successful.”

Jian Chenfeng once bore much expectation in his heart and had believed that they could be together. However, he gave up his life for his younger sister instead.

Jian Xin gained his heart, while they left him with nothing.

Even after losing this person, life still had to move on. But Jian Chenfeng could never smile again. He detested seeing this person, because whenever he saw her, she would remind him of the heart in her chest that once belonged to his beloved.

She was his younger sister, so Jian Chenfeng would protect her for her entire life, but the new Jian Xin seemed to have become more willful. In the past, she would often stay at home to rest because of her body. However, after gaining a healthy body, she refused to treasure it and frequently visited places of entertainment to make friends with people of dubious characters. She would wantonly squander money and act arrogant and domineering, gradually becoming an utterly different person.

Jian Chenfeng had never known that his younger sister was so thoughtless. Was she deliberately acting loose or was it innate? Jian Chenfeng couldn’t help but feel that it was not worth Yumo’s sacrifice. The woman he lost his life for did not hold any feelings of gratitude towards him. Instead, she enjoyed a luxurious and filthy lifestyle as though it were her right.

Jian Chenfeng controlled her spending and sent her into a school, but she would still always cause some kind of trouble and remained unchanged despite all their admonishments. Eventually, Jian Chenfeng also gave up.

Two years after Yumo passed away, Jiang Donglin and Jian Xin got married.

After she was married, Jian Xin exercised some restraint and opened a coffee shop as a pastime.

Yet, despite their many years of marriage, Jian Xin and Jiang Donglin never had any children. Jian Chenfeng thus adopted a child, named him “Jian Simo”, and prepared to cultivate him into the Jian Family’s future heir. 

Only later did Jian Chenfeng discover that Jiang Donglin and Jian Xin slept in different rooms shortly after their marriage. Their relationship was excellent, but they were just not good together in bed. Jian Xin apparently resisted Jiang Donglin’s touch, saying that it was “disgusting”.

Jiang Donglin, while he was drunk, once blurted out to Jian Chenfeng, “Is it because Jian Xin has Yumo’s heart that she would be so mentally conflicted towards me, his older brother?”

Jian Chenfeng gave him a punch once he said those words.

According to Jiang Donglin’s logic, would he say that the reason Jian Xin’s personality changed so much was also because of the heart transplanted from Yumo? Yumo was such a cheerful person, such a passionate person. Even if there were influences, shouldn’t they be positive ones?

Jian Chenfeng always felt that the Yumo he knew and the one Jiang Donglin knew weren’t really the same person. Why was there such a huge misunderstanding between them when they were obviously blood brothers? In Jiang Donglin’s eyes, his younger brother seemed to lack any good points and was full of weak points. Every time this happened, Jian Chenfeng would wish that Yumo were his own younger brother. If it were him, even if he had to bear the infamy of incest, he would still do everything in his ability to cherish him, to love him.

Forget it, none of this was important anymore.

Yumo was already dead, and all his expectations were merely beautiful fantasies.

Regardless of his parents’ opposition, Jian Chenfeng remained steadfast in his decision to adopt Jian Simo and poured what remained of his emotions into the child.

Jian Simo also did not disappoint him. At fifteen, he began to participate in company affairs; by eighteen, he could already take charge of a section by himself. The reason Jian Chenfeng adopted Jian Simo at first was because his features were forty to fifty percent similar to Yumo. Gradually, Jian Simo resembled Jian Chenfeng more and more as he grew up. They weren’t similar in appearance, but their personalities bore a striking resemblance as they each sported a frozen face that easily alienated others.

Perhaps it was because he felt that he was raising him askew but, Jian Chenfeng, by the time he turned forty-five, no longer stayed so close to him. Besides having to work together, they rarely had any more interactions.

This year, Jian Xin successfully gave birth to twins using in vitro fertilization. Jian Family’s father and mother immediately put their utmost efforts into raising those twins. In contrast, they had never liked Jian Simo much, because even though he was very outstanding, he was not their blood relative.

Jian Simo had believed that he would someday need to give way to Jian Xin’s children and did not plan to resist. He merely concentrated on working, accumulating experience and making adequate preparations for his own future.

However, he never expected that his foster father who was always so cold to him would sign his name onto his will with zero hesitation before passing away.

The moment he stopped breathing, a serene and relieved smile appeared on Jian Chenfeng’s face. Jian Simo’s eyes immediately filled with tears at the sight. In his memories, his foster father had never smiled and had always been working tediously every day. He had believed that his foster father did not know how to enjoy life, but only now did he discover that in the past, he had only treated life as an unavoidable responsibility.

His happiness no longer existed in the human world.

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30 thoughts on “[HDS] Chapter 114: Re: My Heart Beats For You

  1. xeodee says:

    My heart.
    I love you, Snow~

    • xeodee says:

      BTW Takethattofu, I’m also known as XD

      • Haku says:

        It’s simply hilarious to watch tofu suffer

  2. Vannie says:

    *sets her camp while reading*

    • noona noor says:

      read it for the forth time… I’m okayಥ‿ಥ

      • noona noor says:

        well I was trying to write a comment…how did I wrote a reply?🤦🏻‍♀️sorry~

      • Salina Marie Heartstone says:

        Heh I’m reading it for the thirteenth time and I feel the same… I read it three times a year due to how poor my memory is and wanting to reread something that I know I enjoyed.

  3. NinjaGal says:


  4. sweets says:

    That last sentence… ? Thanks for the surprise! And for keeping the pw easy. ?

    • Worsening says:

      What is the password orz

      • SnowTime says:

        ? I already took off the password lock a while ago?

  5. CravingnCrazin says:

    My heart and my eyes hurt so much. I guessed the password on a whim and it WORKED and by gods im crying why did i do this ot myself

    • palifa says:

      And so we share the same fate QAQ

  6. solomaize says:

    Guhhhh!! THESE AREN’T TEARS!! Just tiny waterfalls from my broken soul… T_T

  7. palifa says:

    Whaaaatt…my heart QAQ ..I thought this is the start of this world HE..turn out its the original ending before the real chapter start wuwuwu QAQ. Ah Jian Simo looks like a good child..please let him get happier life next..

  8. Worsening says:

    Hey tofu. You’re late! Good bye for your first. Anyway people… what’s the password ???

  9. Otakusan says:

    So sad😢

  10. Evra says:

    Uuuung… I am crying…. Huhuhuuuuu…

  11. iwantsojuwithhotpot says:

    wait what going on? why is this chapter here? im im so confused

    • SnowTime says:

      I did it on a random spur of a moment

  12. iwantsojuwithhotpot says:

    aw fuck im so sad the ML is the one who suffers more in every arc because th MC gets to reincarnate haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i want them to be happy

  13. Asuna Yukki says:

    Ml suffered the most.
    Just as Shang Ke stated – for him he could always transmigrate and find him in the next world, but for Ml it was just that one life he believes he had with Shang Ke and in each life he has to continuing living in agony that he couldn’t save Shang Ke and the loneliness of never meeting him again😭😭😭😭
    Ml is one the most deserving characters for his loyalty and strength.

    I’m sorry, I’m going on rant, but I can’t help it. Someone’s cutting onions and it’s making me moody😭😭😭

  14. Ryse says:

    “…he was only treating life as if a responsibility he couldn’t avoid. His happiness no longer existed in the human world.”

    this makes me really say that our ml is strong beyond reason. it’s not easy living such dull agonizing life but he held on for so long. i wish him happiness this time around, i really do.

  15. orphire says:

    So many chapters on one go. Thanks for the mass release 😘😘😘😘🥰🥰🥰🥰

  16. Charlotte Jarrell says:

    I love this story! I can’t wait to for the next chapter.

  17. blackmaskedphantom says:


  18. Stephanie says:

    Crying right now.

  19. ike00000 says:

    FRANKLY SPEAKING I’m upset jian xin ended up w jiang donglin….. like I know neither of them are evil characters but I was so happy about the ending in the arc that said they didn’t end up together. Yet what the heck is this??? and a happy relationship too????? mad….

  20. Maple-Leaf says:

    Oof kinda feel bad for Jian Xin. She wasn’t the most likable character originally but also got affected by the qualities of the original Jiang Yumo and her brother thinks she was like that the whole time XD
    But at the end of the day, I guess she ended up with Yumo’s heart so the least she could do is suffer a change in personality.

  21. Love says:


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