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Chapter 38: I Only Want To Know Our Secret.
TL: Resonance
第三十八章 只想知道你和我的秘密。
Chapter 38: I Only Want To Know Our Secret.
阮夜笙边翻手账里的照片, 边对奚墨说：“夜笙, 你这些照片真漂亮。”
Ruan Yesheng looked through the photos in the notebook and said to Xi Mo, “Yesheng, these photos of yours are so beautiful.”
奚墨：“……”
Xi Mo: “…”
她想待会找把尺子，对着镜子测测这副身体目前的脸皮厚度，这样她就知道阮夜笙脸皮有多厚了。
She wanted to find a ruler later and face the mirror to measure the thickness of this body’s face. She would then know how thick Ruan Yesheng’s skin was[1].
还……夜笙。
She even… called her Yesheng.
竟然擅自加戏加台词, 我之前什么时候叫过你夜笙了？
She’s adding scenes and lines without permission. Since when did I call you ‘Yesheng’?
留着阮夜笙对着她自己的照片自恋, 奚墨侧过身子挡着, 同时开始和陈璇说话，分散陈璇的注意力：“对了, 剧组还没有官宣, 你怎么知道我在这个剧组的？”
Xi Mo turned her body to block the view while letting Ruan Yesheng continue admiring her own photos. At the same time, she started talking to Chen Xuan to distract her. “By the way, the crew hasn’t officially announced it yet. How did you know that I’m in this crew?”
陈璇沉浸在喜悦中, 道：“前阵子看到网上关于绥廷开机仪式的照片和视频片段, 上面有奚墨，在粉丝里传播得很广，我在那里面也看到了你的身影。开始我还不敢相信，确认了好几遍，虽然是抓拍的，不是特别清楚, 但我知道那就是你, 正好我在所在的奚墨粉丝后援会里拿到了这次的探班名额, 你们在同一个剧组, 我就带了点东西, 想着能不能也有机会遇到你。没想到真的看到你了！”
Chen Xuan was immersed in joy. She said, “I saw photos and video clips about the start-up ceremony of Sui Ting on the Internet previously. There was Xi Mo in it, so it was spreaded widely among the fans. I saw your figure in it as well. I couldn’t believe it at first and had to confirm it several times. Although it was just a quick photo which wasn’t very clear, I knew that it was you. It just so happened that I got a spot for this visit from the Xi Mo fan club I’m in. You are in the same crew, so I brought some things, wondering if I might have a chance to meet you too. I didn’t expect that I really got to see you!”
她说到这, 又激动起来：“其实我之前看到你的时候, 心里偷偷高兴疯了, 可没敢去和你打招呼，毕竟我是来探奚墨的班的，不太好那样做。所以本来我打算这次先回去，下次再来找你，可是走到一半我又忍不住了，找顾先生问问能不能让我再回去一趟，没想到顾先生就带我来了。我今天真是太幸运了！”
She got excited again as she said this. “In fact, I was secretly very happy when I saw you earlier, but I didn’t dare to greet you. It wasn’t appropriate to do that as after all, I was here to visit Xi Mo. I had intended to go back first and come look for you again next time. However, I wasn’t able to control myself in the end and asked Mr Gu if I could come back here again. I didn’t expect that Mr Gu would actually bring me back. I’m so lucky today!”
陈璇越说越高兴，阮夜笙趁这个机会，悄悄在手账上写了一句她在踏歌声里的台词，写在奚墨签下的她名字的上方。
Chen Xuan became happier the more she talked about it. Ruan Yesheng took this chance to quietly write a line she had in “Treading With Your Voice” onto the notebook above where Xi Mo had signed her name.
那句台词是电影里踏歌死前的最后一句台词：【你说你喜欢看我跳舞。我再给你跳一支吧？】
That line was Ta Ge’s last line before her death in the movie.【You said you like to watch me dance. Shall I give you another dance? 】
写完之后，她又装作看完了手账的模样，随意把手账搁在旁边奚墨的手里，奚墨自然地接了过来，拧开笔继续和陈璇说着话。陈璇分心讲话去了，而奚墨手里拿着手账和笔，在页面上虚空比划着，陈璇很容易就产生了她在手账上写字的错觉。
After she finished writing, she acted as if she just finished looking through the notebook and casually placed it into the hands of Xi Mo who was sitting beside her. Xi Mo received the notebook naturally and continued talking to Chen Xuan while uncapping the pen. Chen Xuan was distracted by their conversation. With Xi Mo holding the pen and notebook and doing a writing action, Chen Xuan easily had the misconception that she was writing on the notebook.
陈璇满怀喜悦：“我当初就相信踏歌你不会离开太久，总有一天会回来的，当年的大家都在等你。等到绥廷官宣之后，他们一定就会都知道的！其实很多后援会都没有散，只要你有消息，大家都会团结起来给你应援的！”
Chen Xuan was full of joy. “Ta Ge, I’ve always believed that you wouldn’t leave for too long and will come back one day. Your fans from before are still waiting for you. They will definitely know when Sui Ting make its official announcement! In fact, many fan clubs haven’t disbanded. Everyone will unite to support you once your information is out!”
“谢谢你们等我。”奚墨笑了笑，将手账递给陈璇：“我签好了。”
“Thank you all for waiting for me.” Xi Mo smiled and returned the notebook to Chen Xuan. “I’ve signed it.”
陈璇小心地接过来，上面熟悉的字迹越看越喜欢，她将手账收回挎包里，说：“糖糖姐说你们还有夜戏，我不能在这耽误你们了，踏歌，我能和你拍张照吗？拍完我就走。”
Chen Xuan took it carefully. The more she looked at it the more she liked the familiar handwriting on the notebook. She put the notebook back into her bag and said, “Sister Tangtang said that you all still have night scenes, so I can’t delay you all any further. Ta Ge, can I take a picture with you? I’ll leave after that.”
奚墨站了起来，有个短暂的犹豫，不过还是笑着说：“可以的。”
Xi Mo stood up and hesitated for a brief moment, but still smiled and said, “Yes.”
她明白现在粉丝和偶像合影，一般都是选择自拍的模式。
She knows that the idol and fans would usually choose to take a selfie when they take a photo together.
可是她从来不自拍，更不和别人自拍。
However, she has never taken a selfie before, especially not with others.
以前她和粉丝见面的时候，也从来没有和粉丝自拍过，公司里只有路清明在内的少数几个人才知道她的这个特殊情况，为了应对这个问题，路清明都是直接安排助理替奚墨和粉丝们进行合影。一旦粉丝有自拍的要求，奚墨和路清明等人也会找个合适的理由掩饰过去，换成另外的合影模式，每次粉丝们都被和偶像见面的激动冲昏了头，并没有想多深远，反正有合影就行了，于是奚墨也一直在这件事上平静无虞地走到如今。
She has also never taken a selfie with her fans before when she met them in the past. Only a few people in the company, including Lu Qingming, knew about her special situation. In order to deal with this problem, Lu Qingming directly arranged for the assistant to help Xi Mo and the fans to take their photo. The moment a fan asks for a selfie, Xi Mo and Lu Qingming, etc would find a suitable reason to cover it up and change into another mode of taking photos. The fans don’t think too much about it as they are always overwhelmed by the excitement of meeting their idols. It was fine for them as long as they took a picture together with their idol. Hence, Xi Mo has always been calm and untroubled by this matter until now.
这个秘密就连冯唐唐也不知道，路清明并没有告诉冯唐唐，只是交待在粉丝每次过来的时候，让冯唐唐好好负责给奚墨和粉丝们合影留念，至于别的细节，他知道奚墨会应对。
Even Feng Tangtang doesn’t know this secret. Lu Qingming didn’t tell Feng Tangtang about it and only told her to be in charge of helping Xi Mo and her fans take their photo every time they came.
如果陈璇现在是打算和她自拍……
If Chen Xuan is planning to take a selfie with her now…
陈璇拿出手机，站在奚墨身边，挨得很近，同时将手机举起来了，准备和她拍一张自拍。
Chen Xuan took out her phone and stood closely by Xi Mo’s side. She then raised her phone in preparation to take a selfie with Xi Mo.
奚墨浑身顿时一僵。
Xi Mo’s whole body instantly stiffened.
她从不自拍。
She never takes a selfie.
她讨厌自拍，甚至是憎恶，恐惧。上次拍杂志封面时，那个摄影师matt和化妆师打算和她自拍留念，她都害怕地推了matt一把，吓了对方一跳，随口胡诌了几句才将这事圆过去。
She dislikes taking selfies to the point of hatred and even fear. When she was doing the magazine cover previously, the photographer, Matt and makeup artist had intended to take a selfie with her to commemorate. She had pushed Matt away in fear, startling them, and had to say nonsense to cover up the matter.
此刻看到摄像头举起来，以这个角度对着她，旁边挨着个人，她只感觉浑身毛孔都像灌满了冰，每一次呼吸，都像是变得那么缓慢，缓慢到她甚至都有了缺氧的错觉。
Now, she sees the camera being raised and facing her at an angle while someone is standing right beside her. She felt that all the pores on her body were filled with ice. Every time she breathed, it seemed to become so much slower to the point it felt like hypoxia.
她想要一把推开陈璇，想要撒腿跑开，躲得远远的，躲到谁也找不到她的安全地方。
She wanted to push Chen Xuan away. She wanted to run away. She wanted to hide away at a safe place where no one could find her.
可是她不能够。
But she can’t.
这是阮夜笙一个别有意义的粉丝。
This is a fan which is very meaningful to Ruan Yesheng.
她希望可以代替阮夜笙完成这个粉丝的心愿。
She hopes that she can help Ruan Yesheng fulfill this fan’s wish.
这样，她相信阮夜笙会高兴的。
In this way, she believed that Ruan Yesheng would be happy.
陈璇露出满足的笑容，忙着调整手机的角度。
Chen Xuan showed a satisfied smile and was busy adjusting the angle of the phone.
奚墨身子站得笔直，目光飘忽，就是不敢往陈璇举起来的自拍模式镜头那里看。
Xi Mo stood straight. Her eyes wandered about but didn’t dare to look straight into the camera lens of the phone Chen Xuan was holding up for a selfie.
要笑一下。
She has to smile.
自拍的时候，应该要笑的，不要被别人看出来。
When taking a selfie, she should smile. Don’t let anyone see through.
……笑。
… Smile.
……快笑。
… Hurry up and smile.
奚墨不断暗示自己，可就一个这么短暂的瞬间，脸部肌肉像是被冻住了，就是笑不出来，她的手指也在微微颤抖。
Xi Mo kept telling that to herself. However, her facial muscles seemed to have frozen in such a short amount of time. She just wasn’t able to smile. Her fingers were also shaking slightly.
“我来帮你们拍吧？”这时，阮夜笙站了起来。
“I’ll help you two to take the picture.” At this moment, Ruan Yesheng stood up.
陈璇闻言下意识将手机放了下来，阮夜笙笑道：“自拍容易脸大。”
Chen Xuan heard her words and put down her phone subconsciously. Ruan Yesheng said with a smile, “Selfie makes the face look bigger.”
奚墨：“……”
Xi Mo: “…”
陈璇：“……”
Chen Xuan: “…”
“我拍照水平还可以的。”阮夜笙语声轻柔，令人根本无法抗拒。
“I’m good at taking pictures.” Ruan Yesheng’s voice was gentle and was simply irresistible.
陈璇被迷得七荤八素的，有奚女神亲自给她和踏歌拍照，还有比这更幸福的事吗，陈璇激动地将手机递给阮夜笙，连声道谢。
Chen Xuan was too dazed from all of this. Goddess Xi was personally helping Ta Ge and her take their photo. Was there anything happier than this? Chen Xuan excitedly handed the phone to Ruan Yesheng and thanked her repeatedly.
不用自拍，奚墨一颗悬在喉咙口的心终于稍微放了下去。
Xi Mo’s agitated heart finally relaxed when she knew she didn’t have to take a selfie.
陈璇挽着奚墨的胳膊，笑得很灿烂，等待阮夜笙给她们拍照。奚墨目光平静了些，只是默默看着阮夜笙。
Chen Xuan held Xi Mo’s arm and smiled very brightly as she waited for Ruan Yesheng to help them take a photo. Xi Mo’s eyes were calmer and she looked at Ruan Yesheng silently.
阮夜笙举起手机，朝奚墨轻声道：“笑一个。”
Ruan Yesheng raised the phone and said softly to Xi Mo, “Smile.”
她的声音那么熨帖。
Her voice was just so soothing.
奚墨从来没有想过，阮夜笙竟然会对她这么温柔。或许很多时候阮夜笙都是温柔的，只是她以前被阮夜笙那种风骚的表象和那时不时就惹自己暴躁的嘴炮所迷惑，没有注意到而已。她紧绷的状态也在这一刻起伏的心绪中得到了缓和，整个人仿佛在阮夜笙的话语和眼神中找到了一个可以暂避不安的港湾，渐渐放松了下来。
Xi Mo never thought that Ruan Yesheng would be so gentle to her. Perhaps Ruan Yesheng has been gentle most of the time, but she didn’t notice it in the past because she was confused by Ruan Yesheng’s coquettish appearance and cannon mouth which always spit out things to annoy her most of the time. Her stiff body also relaxed after her mind eased. As if finding a safe haven within Ruan Yesheng’s words and eyes, she gradually relaxed.
奚墨挽着唇角，对着镜头，或者说是对着拿镜头的阮夜笙，轻轻笑了笑。
Xi Mo pulled the corner of her lips up and smiled lightly at the camera. Or rather, at Ruan Yesheng who was holding the camera.
合影结束了，陈璇心满意足地跟着顾栖松离开了休息室。
After the photo was taken, Chen Xuan followed Gu Qisong out of the lounge in satisfaction.
奚墨只感觉浑身疲惫，比连拍几场夜戏还要累人，坐在沙发上休息的时候，恨不得现在就回房去睡觉。
Xi Mo only felt exhausted. It was even more tiring than shooting several night scenes in a row. As she sat on the sofa to rest, she wished that she could go back to her room to sleep right now.
睡一觉，什么都忘了，或许就好一点了。
Maybe she will feel better when she forgets everything after her sleep.
“所以，那件事的确是真的么？”阮夜笙冷不丁来了这么一句。
“So, is that matter really true?” Ruan Yesheng suddenly asked.
“什么事？”奚墨心里知道她可能是想问什么，嘴上还是轻描淡写道。
“What matter?” Xi Mo knew in her heart what she might want to ask, but she still answered casually.
阮夜笙在旁边坐下了，过了一会才说：“我曾经在网上看到一个关于你的爆料，其实也不能算爆料，就是一些讨论。只是小范围的讨论，没多少人知道，那时候我也没相信，以为他们胡说八道的。”
Ruan Yesheng sat down at the side and spoke only after some time. “I once saw something about you being exposed on the Internet. Actually, it couldn’t really be considered as something about you being exposed. Rather, it was some discussion about you. It was just a small discussion and not many people knew about it. At that time, I didn’t really believe it and thought that they were talking nonsense.”
她说到这，停下了。
After saying this, she stopped.
“继续。网上我的料很多，看你说的哪个。”奚墨重新又抓了个抱枕搂着，闭目养神。
“Go on. There are many things about me on the internet. Let’s see which one you’re talking about.” Xi Mo grabbed a pillow again to hug while closing her eyes to rest.
阮夜笙盯着她闭眼时掩下来的长睫毛看，声音不由自主地也放低了许多：“网上有人说你害怕自拍，有自拍恐惧症。他们说从来没有在网络上看过任何一张你自拍角度的照片，也没看过你和其他人的合影自拍，与朋友或者粉丝的合影都是由别人拍的，还晒了大量对比图，没一张自拍。”
Ruan Yesheng stared at the long eyelashes that came covering when she closed her eyes and her voice involuntarily lowered a lot. “Some people on the Internet say that you are afraid of taking selfies and have a selfie phobia. They say they’ve never seen a single photo of you on the internet from the angle of a selfie, or a selfie of you with other people. Your photos with friends or fans are all taken by other people. They even post a large number of photos to compare, none of which were selfies.”
奚墨没有说话。
Xi Mo did not say anything.
房间里很安静。
The room was very quiet.
过了一会，奚墨缓缓睁开了眼睛。
After a while, Xi Mo slowly opened her eyes.
她侧过脸来，与阮夜笙的双眼对视。关于这件事，她以前都不愿意去面对，甚至一想到这件事就恐惧得浑身出冷汗，只能强行将它远远地丢弃在内心最深最阴冷的角落里，让它被灰尘掩埋。
She turned her face to the side and looked into Ruan Yesheng’s eyes. In the past, she hasn’t been willing to face this matter. She would even have cold sweat due to fear when she thought of it. She could only forcibly discard it far away in the deepest and coldest corner of her heart and let it be buried in dust.
现在她对着提及此事的阮夜笙，眼神却是平静的。
But when she is facing Ruan Yesheng who brought up this matter, she feels calm.
“是。”奚墨承认了：“我不喜欢自拍，害怕自拍，你刚才看出来了吧？不然也不会帮我拍照了，谢谢你帮我解围。”
“Yes.” Xi Mo admitted. “I don’t like taking selfies and I’m afraid of taking them. You must have noticed it just now? Or else, you wouldn’t have helped me take our photo. Thank you for helping me.”
阮夜笙脸上露出了一个微妙的表情。
Ruan Yesheng showed a perplexed expression.
这个表情也不能算惊讶，从这个表情来推断，毕竟阮夜笙曾看过那些讨论，也看过刚才奚墨面对陈璇要求自拍时的表现，对这件事是有心理准备的，得到确认之后她或许只是有些许恍惚，这表情更多的却是流露出了一种愧疚的感觉。
Her expression wasn’t too surprising. After all, Ruan Yesheng had seen those discussions before and has also seen Xi Mo’s behaviour just now when Chen Xuan asked for a selfie. She was already mentally prepared regarding this matter and was probably just a little distracted after getting confirmation. However, her expression was more towards feeling guilty.
奚墨还有点奇怪她怎么一副这表情，完全出乎她意料，然后阮夜笙就开口了。
Xi Mo found it a little strange that she was showing such an expression. It was completely out of her expectation. Then, Ruan Yesheng spoke.
阮夜笙说：“对不起。”
She said, “Sorry.”
奚墨蹙眉：“这又不关你的事，为什么突然道歉？”
Xi Mo frowned. “This isn’t your fault. Why are you suddenly apologizing?”
阮夜笙头垂了下去，眉眼低低的，像个做错事的乖小孩一样轻声说：“刚才粉丝过来探班，我和她们每个人都自拍合影了，我那时候不清楚你的情况，擅自替你做了自拍决定，真对不起。”
Ruan Yesheng lowered her head and eyes and spoke softly like an obedient child that has done something wrong, “When the fans came to visit earlier, I took selfies with each and everyone of them. I wasn’t clear about your situation then and made the decision to take selfies without your consent. I’m really sorry.”
奚墨明白过来，不知道为什么心里突然有点想笑。她觉得阮夜笙某些时候倒是罕见的挺认真，挺纯情的，她就好几次见过阮夜笙脸红，可和阮夜笙平常那副妖精样糅杂在一起之后，竟然又意外地融洽。
Xi Mo understood the reason. For some reason, she suddenly felt like laughing. She felt that Ruan Yesheng can get pretty serious and innocent sometimes. There were only a few times she had seen Ruan Yesheng blushing, but it was surprisingly well balanced when mixed with her usual seductive nature.
妖媚和纯情，这明明就是两种背道而驰的气质。
Seductive and innocent. These are clearly opposite temperaments.
阮夜笙到底是怎么做到的？
Just how does Ruan Yesheng do it?
然后她想了想，慢慢地就咂摸出了一点阮夜笙这若有若无的一丝少女纯情到底是来源于哪里——来源于大学时的那个阮夜笙。
After thinking about it, she slowly started figuring out where this trace of young lady innocence of Ruan Yesheng came from— It came from the Ruan Yesheng back in their university days.
时光流转，很多东西都改变了，但是有些烙印总还是留在骨子里，难以真正消去。
As time goes by, many things have changed. Still, some things remain imprinted in one’s mind and it is difficult to really remove them.
奚墨心里想笑，脸上绷着跟没事人似的，淡淡道：“没事，你不用道歉。我说过这些事你都可以决定，而且当时我也在场，我并没说什么，那就代表没有关系。”
Xi Mo felt like laughing, but her face was taut as if there was nothing wrong. She said indifferently, “It’s fine, you don’t have to apologize. I’ve said that you can make the decision for this kind of thing. Earlier, I was present too and didn’t say anything, which means that it’s fine.”
阮夜笙担忧说：“我是怕他们回去了以后，照片肯定会传播的，其他粉丝看到那些自拍合照，等以后等身体换回来了，他们也来找你自拍合影，你怎么办？你不是怕这个么？”
Ruan Yesheng said worriedly, “I’m just worried that they will definitely spread the photo later when they go back. When the other fans see those selfies, what will you do when they ask you for a selfie after our bodies have changed back? Aren’t you afraid of this?”
“这也没事。”奚墨道：“以前其实每次也都有一些粉丝要求和我自拍的，他们并不知道我这个情况，路清明他们会帮我处理好的，每次都圆过去了，只要有合影就可以，很多跟了我很多年的粉丝已经习惯了由别人来为我和她们拍照的。”
“That’s okay.” Xi Mo continued, “In the past, there were always some fans who asked to take a selfie with me. They don’t know about my situation. Lu Qingming and others would help me deal with it and always managed to get away with it. They were fine as long as we took a photo together. Many of the fans who have been with me for many years are already used to having others help them take our photo.”
见阮夜笙那副内疚的模样，现在她反过来倒是安慰起了阮夜笙：“你这次代替我和粉丝自拍是件好事。你不是说网上有人爆料我有自拍恐惧症么，正好这次自拍照放出去，那么多张自拍合影，铁打的证据，那些爆料就不攻自破了，没人会相信他们。”
Seeing Ruan Yesheng’s guilty expression, it was now her turn to comfort Ruan Yesheng. “It’s a good thing that you took selfies with the fans for me this time. Didn’t you say that someone on the Internet exposed that I have a selfie phobia? If the selfies are shared, there would be many selfies online as solid evidence. Those discussions would then be proven wrong without us doing anything and no one would believe them.”
她被身边的人们当最宝贵的那颗明珠，从小捧到大，的确不知道安慰两个字怎么写。
She has been treated as the most precious pearl by the people around her since young, she really didn’t know the meaning of comforting someone else.
安慰别人是个什么滋味呢？
What is it like to comfort others?
现在她终于懂了。
She finally understood now.
就是让对方放心，让对方开心。
It is to reassure the other party and make the other party happy.
这样自己也会放心，也会开心。
In this way, it will make herself feel at ease and happy.
挺有趣的一种体验。
It’s quite an interesting experience.
这个安慰显然是起到了效果，阮夜笙想通了这层，展颜道：“也对，这样他们就不会乱说话了。说实在的，他们之前给的料挺像那么回事的，幸好没多少人注意。”
This consolation is clearly working. Ruan Yesheng got convinced and said, “That’s true. In this way, they won’t talk much about it anymore. To be honest, the evidence they gave before seemed pretty convincing. Fortunately, not many people paid attention to it.”
奚墨沉着脸道：“这件事若是大家都知道了，的确是挺尴尬的。一个在娱乐圈里混的人，竟然害怕自拍，说出去就是个笑话。要是被沈轻别这个自拍狂魔知道了，她肯定嘲笑我一个月。”
Xi Mo said with a sullen face, “If everyone knew about this, it would be really embarrassing. A person who is in the entertainment industry is afraid of taking selfies. People would definitely laugh about it if this was known. If Shen Qingbei, the selfie lunatic, finds out about this, she would definitely laugh at me for a month.”
阮夜笙却摇摇头，认真道：“我不是担心这个。我是怕那些爆料八卦的人知道了之后，会继续深挖，挖出你为什么怕这个的原因。你肯定不是怕自拍，你怕的是某件给你留下心理阴影的事，而它刚好和自拍有关。这样肆无忌惮地翻别人伤口是他们惯常做的事，我不希望他们挖出来暴露在公众视野里，对你造成伤害。”
However, Ruan Yesheng shook her head and said seriously, “I’m not worried about this. I am afraid that after those who like to expose the idols and those who like to gossip know about it, they will continue to dig deeper to find out the reason behind your fear. What you’re afraid of definitely isn’t taking a selfie. What you’re afraid of is something that left you with a trauma, and that something just so happens to be related to taking selfies. The act of going through someone’s wound without any concern for others is something they usually do. I don’t want them to find out and expose the reason to the public and cause you harm.”
奚墨怔住。
Xi Mo was stunned.
静了片刻，奚墨低声道：“你呢？这件事的原因，你想知道么？”
After a moment of silence, Xi Mo said in a low voice, “What about you? Do you want to know the reason behind this?”
“我不想。”
“I don’t.”
“为什么？人都是会好奇的。”
“Why? People would get curious.”
“因为那是你的秘密。”
“Because that’s your secret.”
奚墨：“……”
Xi Mo: “…”
阮夜笙微微一笑：“这是你的秘密，你不想告诉任何人，也包括我，那我也不想知道，因为你不想让我知道。等到哪一天，你愿意和我分享了，想告诉我，那我就想知道了，因为那已经不是你的秘密了，那是你和我的秘密。我不想知道你的秘密，只想知道你和我的秘密。”
Ruan Yesheng smiled slightly. “That’s your secret. You don’t want to tell anyone, including me, about it. In that case, I don’t want to know it either, because you don’t want me to know. When you’re willing to share it with me one day and wish to tell me, then I want to know it. Because it wouldn’t be your secret anymore, but our secret. I don’t want to know your secret. I only want to know our secret.”
“会有那一天么？”她看着奚墨，声音很轻地问。
“Will such a day come?” She looked at Xi Mo and asked in a very soft voice.
一段比较长的寂静之后，奚墨道：“会的。”她漆黑的眼眸那么专注，继续说：“你和我既然已经有一个交换身体的秘密了，应该还可以有别的秘密。只是我现在还不能告诉你。”
After a relatively long silence, Xi Mo said, “It will.” Her dark eyes were so focused as she continued, “Since we already share a secret of exchanging bodies, it should be possible to have other secrets as well. It’s just that I can’t tell you yet.”
Footnotes:
[1] Thick skinned = shameless
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