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Chapter 7: From Today, He Could Only Live On As A Woman

After finishing the takeout dinner, Su Jian withdrew into his room. He turned on the computer and surfed around for a while. There was nothing interesting so Su Jian started looking for clothing to put on after taking a shower.

Su Jian’s wardrobe was just as organized as her computer, but when Su Jian was confronted with the pile of colorful women’s clothing, it just gave him a big headache. After hesitating over several sets of rabbit imprinted or Hello Kitty embroidered pajamas, Su Jian still felt he couldn’t handle that cutesy style. And immediately pulled on a white T-shirt to sleep in.

An Yize’s room had its own private bathroom so Su Jian could comfortably use the outside bathroom. This put him more at ease. Su Jian removed all of her clothing. Her body was reflected clearly in the big mirror above the bathroom counter.

This was Su Jian’s first time clearly seeing what she looked like now. He had to admit Su-girly had a great body. She had big breasts, but not overly large, and they were nicely shaped. She had a small waist, at most 19 inches around. She had long, straight legs. Her skin was also very white. From top to bottom she was just right– slim yet not emaciated. With that cute elegant face, she definitely counted as a high-quality girl!

Su Jian thought: Ah! This is the type of girl I’ve always dreamed about!

It was too bad the Heavens were too kind to him and granted his wish. Only, the wish-granted had went a little too far.

Su Jian couldn’t stop admiring himself as he twisted and turned. He alternated between feelings of pride and a sense of loss.

As he admired himself, Su Jian suddenly realized: Su-girly has a great face and body. What was he to do if An Yize started to like her after living together under one roof for a year? If that ever happened, would that An-surnamed guy forbid the divorce?

Su Jian started to worry after thinking of this. It wasn’t easy for the two of them to have been in a fake marriage. It wasn’t easy for him to have a release date. This kind of terrifying thing couldn’t be allowed to happen!

Therefore, Su Jian finished his challenging shower and getting dressed then went over to knock on An Yize’s door.

When the door opened, the first thing Su Jian saw was An Yize’s bare chest.

Su Jian: “……”

An Yize had clearly only just finished showering; he had nothing on except for the towel wrapped around his waist. He dried his dripping hair with a towel as he lowered his head to look at the person standing in front of him. She was draped in dripping wet long hair that was just slightly disheveled. She had nothing on but a white T-shirt, already partially wet from her hair. Her lithe and graceful figure was faintly discernible under the T-shirt. He didn’t have to look closely to clearly assess that she wasn’t wearing a bra.

A dim light glinted in An Yize’s eyes, and, yet, he frowned slightly, “What’s up?”

Naturally, Su Jian was unaware of this problematic image. His head was filled with naked envy right now! Your mom! Ah! I couldn’t tell when An Yize was clothed! Why is it that when he undresses, his body is so impressive? Those biceps! Those pecs! !Those eight-pack abs!!! It’s enough that he has that kind of face, yet he was given such a great body too! He is the only one getting everything good! God! How unjust!

Su Jian’s gaze followed the path of a droplet of water that slid from An Yize’s hair, all the way down his neck, his chest, and then his abdomen. His blood red gaze was full of envy, jealousy, and hate for his opponent’s great body.

Yet when An Yize saw all this, it gave off a different impression. He saw the little girl in front of him staring at his body with wide eyes. Her gaze meandered south, finally stopping at his abdomen. Yet her little face slowly reddened.

After having lived under one roof together for so long, this was the first time An Yize had a difficulty breathing.

Consequently, his voice lacked the usual indifference and carried a faintly discernible gentleness, “Jian Jian?”

Su Jian actually wanted to reject this nickname, but when he thought they had to play act at being deeply in love in front of others, he felt it would be bad if they didn’t get into the habit and accidentally had a slip of the tongue. Plus, ‘Jian Jian’ was much better than ‘wife’ or ‘wifey’ so he did his best to endure the explosion of goosebumps. Su Jian looked up. As he silently ridiculed–Does An Yize have to be so prince-like?–he said, “I have something to say to you.”

“Say it.”

Su Jian looked straight at An Yize. “I just had a thought. We are in a contract marriage and destined to break up. Shouldn’t we promise each other that we definitely won’t fall in love with one another?”

An Yize didn’t speak immediately.

Su Jian yelled in his heart: Look! Look! This guy really isn’t a good guy. Fortunately, I realized this early enough and nipped it in the bud just in time……

“I won’t fall for you.”

Su Jian froze.

An Yize calmly added, “So you can relax.”

sh*t! This was clearly the answer I wanted, but why is it that hearing An Yize express it has puts me in a bad mood?

Su Jian extremely angrily said, “You better remember what you’ve just said!”

An Yize nodded, “Alright.”

Su Jian was oddly even more out of sorts. Anyway, he’d already gotten the answer he’d wanted. Su Jian didn’t want to hang around and get more upset so he didn’t speak further, only turned around and hopped away.

“Ouch! Ah!”

Su Jian hadn’t even hopped two steps before stumbling and falling to the ground in neat order.

An Yize hurriedly ran over to help him up. “Did you get injured anywhere from your fall?”

I, your father, shouted so woefully. Is it possible I didn’t injure myself in the fall? Su Jian angrily glared at An Yize. Unfortunately, the physiological response of his tears surfacing completely hid the anger in his eyes. In An Yize’s eyes, it only looked like misery. “It hurts……”

An Yize carried him onto the couch gently. “Let me see. Where are you hurt?”

Su Jian pointed at his formerly uninjured leg with a small bit of anxiety. He already had one broken leg; this other leg better not be broken as well. Otherwise, he wouldn’t even be able to hop around anymore, and would only be able to roll all over.

An Yize held Su Jian’s bruised knee and carefully examined it. “It shouldn’t be too bad. It will get better if we put some ointment on it.”

He stood after he finished speaking.

Su Jian sat on the couch with bared legs. Su Jian watched him get the first aid box then watched as An Yize took out the ointment and applied it to him.


“Endure it for a moment. It won’t hurt after the ointment has been applied.”

Su Jian obediently stayed still. As he watched the half-crouching An Yize carefully applied the medicinal ointment, he filled with mixed feelings.

He felt that from the time after learning he was in a fake marriage to An Yize, it seemed as if this damned love rival had somehow become… less of an eyesore.

“An… Yize.”

An Yize looked up.

Su Jian twisted his head away and didn’t look at him. He awkwardly said, “Th-Thanks!”

An Yize looked at her red face and quivering long eyelashes. He was struck speechless for a while before saying, “I’ll send you back to your room.”

“Huh?” Su Jian was stupefied, then felt his body suddenly become lighter. He had already being picked up by An Yize in a horizontal carry.

Why princess carry or something like that so often?! Su Jian knew both his legs were injured and he couldn’t hop, so he could only rely on An Yize now. This felt completely humiliating. He couldn’t help burying his face to cover it up.

Thus, An Yize felt a hot little face nestling into his bare chest.

An Yize’s expression involuntarily darkened.

He carried Su Jian into her room and put her on the bed. He glanced at the person who, because of her movement had exposed her white panties, yet he didn’t even check it out a bit. An Yiz slightly turned his gaze and said, “I’m going.”

Su Jian was still feeling embarrassed from being princess-carried so An Yize heard the other’s low, bashful, “En.”

An Yize paused for a bit then turned and left.


After An Yize left, Su Jian laid on the bed, feeling bored to death. He thought for a while, then decided to slowly move and with much difficulty was able to get to the computer and go online.

He was just surfing the forums when he accidentally saw a post about transgendered people. Su Jian immediately froze.

Right! Even though he had become a woman, he could go through a sex change to become a man again!

Thus, Su Jian began to excitedly research all related information.

He looked for a while, then his enthusiasm slowly cooled.

After all, from the body’s perspective, a sex change was not such a simple matter.

Of course, what was more important was that his current body wasn’t really his.

He didn’t know whether the real Su-girly was dead or, like him, had been reborn into someone else’s body. Since he was occupying and using Su-girly’s body and, luckily, was able to live on, he should cherish her body for her and not destroy it.

Plus, Su-girly had friends and family. He needed to be considerate of them.

Su Jian sucked in a deep breath, shut the computer, and laid back down on his bed.

It looked like he had no chance now of ever becoming a man again.

Therefore, he needed to face reality.

From today, he could only live on as a woman.

From now on, he was no longer Su Jian.

From now on, she was Su Jian.

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22 thoughts on “[RAMLRW] Chapter 7: From Today, He Could Only Live On As A Woman

  1. Lawin says:

    Thanks for the chapter!
    I wonder if An Yize’s weakness is a tsundere because Su Jian is kinda acting like one and it seems like he/she is affecting him now…

    • wizardlegend says:

      Ha ha Tsun tsun Jian Jian, my thoughts exactly, Yize might know right now or he might just grow to like it ^^

  2. FableCat says:

    From now on, he was no longer Su Jian.

    From now on, she was Su Jian.

    Uhuh… i am sure its not confusing at all.. (sarcastic tone)

    • SnowTime says:


    • B055Y says:

      The convenience of a woman having the same name as when he was a man, being the one he crashed into as well as transmigrating into her body ey.

      • SnowTime says:

        This will be explained later lmao ???

      • Censored says:

        My guess would be An Yize married/helping her because she has the same name as Su Jian.

  3. anna says:

    as always thank you for the amazing chapter :3

  4. lightningouji says:

    Is author san finally gonna use ‘she’ to refer to Su Jian?

    • Lalalyly says:

      Not really, but this is the point at which Su Jian starts accepting his/her fate.

  5. dae says:

    thank you for the update <333

  6. ViviFreya says:

    Thank you for the new chapter 🙂

  7. Paige Turner says:

    This is why I love genderbenders so much. The guys turn in to natural seductresses and make it that much more heartthrobbing to see them going through the shyness and embarrassment.
    Thanks for the update!

  8. rozenkristal says:

    I feel bad for the guy already. Keep getting cold water spat on his head whenever it gets romantic… Amen.

  9. udin-san says:


  10. Hisana says:

    I dunno if its just me, but I think its kind of nice that he’s trying to be considerate. He’s having dysphoria, but in honour of the person who used to own the body, who really seemed to be a girly girl, he’s sort of preserving her memory. I dunno, that’s how it feels to me.

    And Snowy-sama, thanks for the chapter!

    • wizardlegend says:

      Su Jian didn’t seem like a very likeable (well more like annoying) guy, and it also seems like he’s a bit selfish but bit by bit we are getting to discover that underneath he really cares for others.

  11. slipph says:

    A 19 inch waist?!?! Is that even human…24 inches is already k-pop level super small but 19…oh god…

    • ShySassy Girl says:

      Ikr?! The world record for smallest waist is at 21inch natural. A natural 19 inch and he says it’s slim not emaciated…. Are the projections of beauty in this novel healthy? The ‘hairless’ thin, white legs, big boobs that defy gravity and are perky, long hair that aren’t a chore to take of. This is making me uncomfortable, I am used to descriptions of beauty in chinese novels, all the obsession with jade white skin, tiny waist and comparing the female to a white cutesy rabbit, but this is the first time I feel it bordering unhealthy.

  12. kingoffang says:

    Necro posting, I know. But…

    Are you saying a man who is willing to carry her up 21 floors of stair, be right there within 3 minutes of her awakening and is answering all her question truthfully and patiently is not actually love this girl? And not knowing about her boyfriend is also impossible for him but he still let her keep her relationship despite making her act as lovey with him as possible while outside.

    I say he is trying to woo this girl and this fake marriage is the best idea he can come up with and he is trying to get her in this one year of contract.

  13. wizardlegend says:

    Ha ha I think Su Jian just Jinxed it by saying not to fall for each other. So who will fall first? And also Su Jian is so dense that he does not realise that his actions have the total opposite effect of what he is trying to avoid. Baka!

  14. purplegem21 says:

    Reading this the 2nd time and for others, do u guys read this as a BL romance or a BG one? I don’t recall if the MC ever identifies as a woman later on?

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