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Chapter 15: My Heart Beats For You (VI)

Jian Chenfeng acted like he had not kissed for eight hundred years. He was acting like wolves and tigers, kissing Shang Ke so much that the other almost couldn’t breath. Just when Shang Ke felt him withdraw a little, in the next second he had pressed down again, his tongue going even deeper. Shang Ke’s brain was lacking a bit of oxygen and his body was firmly suppressed, so he could only let the other do as he wished.

Just when Shang Ke thought he was going to faint, Jian Chenfeng finally let go of him. Shang Ke lightly gasped for breath. His eyes were a bit misty and his swollen lips were slightly open and moist, like a cherry waiting to be picked.

Jian Chenfeng’s eyes darkened as his fingers gently stroked those swollen lips, thinking of whether he should do it again. However, when he saw Shang Ke open his mouth to try to say something, he spoke in a low voice, “Shut up.”

Shang Ke glared at him. This lord was sexual harassed, and he told him to “shut up?”

Jian Chenfeng said in a deep and low voice, “If you dare to refuse me, I will do you now.”

Shang Ke opened his mouth, but hadn’t been able to say a single word before Jian Chenfeng interrupted him again, “Anything such as, ‘I don’t like men,’ ‘It is impossible for you and me,’ ‘I only like your younger sister,’ and so on are not allowed. Otherwise, we can do everything love-related on this sofa, right now.”

Were there still any of heaven’s laws remaining! Did this b*stard often watch romance movies, and memorize all the lines?! Wait, this wasn’t the important part. The important part was, why couldn’t he refuse? Besides those aforementioned words, what else could he say?

Jian Chenfeng looked at his expression, able to tell that he wanted to say something but didn’t know to say it, and spoke again, “Jiang Yumo, listen well. You best not let me know that you still hold thoughts of exchanging your life for anyone. If you do anything out of bounds, I will immediately do you.”


Jian Chenfeng stared at him without moving, as if he was just waiting for him to do something “out of bounds.”

How could Shang Ke let him win? He choked on his words for a while before finally choking out a line, “I will resign tomorrow.” He can’t offend him, but that didn’t mean that he can’t avoid him.

“If you dare to resign I’ll do you.”

“I want to move out.”

“If you dare to move out I’ll also do you.”

Shang Ke said angrily, “I’ll go back home!”

“Then I will chase you to your home and do you.”

Can you be anymore shameless? Shang Ke’s asked in disbelief, “My parents and older brother are all at home, and you dare to cause trouble for me in front of them?”

“It’s alright, it’s just the perfect time to come out of the closet and establish our lover’s relationship.”

Shang Ke was shocked by his shamelessness, and responded, “Have you forgotten that I am a patient with a brain tumor?” Even if you don’t cherish me, do you have to threaten me over and over again? You’re a beast!

“Of course I haven’t forgotten. It’s you who doesn’t care.” Jian Chenfeng gazed deeply at him as he continued, “Rather than you dying on the operating table, you’re better off dying on my bed, in my embrace, and under my body.”

Shang Ke looked down, thinking for a while before throwing out two words, “Go away.”

Jian Chenfeng stepped aside and pulled the other man into his embrace, one hand around his waist.

“It…” Shang Ke had just wanted to say “It’s impossible for you and me” when he thought of Jian Chenfeng’s threat and shut his mouth.

(╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻ Jian Chenfeng had said everything, so what could he say now?!

“Alright, don’t think anymore.” Jian Chenfeng rubbed his head and consoled him, “I’ll schedule an operation for you next month, so just stay by my side honestly. You don’t need to worry about my sister’s condition, I will help her find a suitable heart.”

Shang Ke couldn’t help muttering in his heart. If a suitable heart is found by you, then what else am I supposed to use myself for? However, an operation would be quite a risk, and even if he didn’t do anything, it didn’t mean that the operation would be completely successful. Therefore, the plan could still continue, and in case the operation really is successful, then he can think of another way.

At the present time, settling Jian Chenfeng was more important. He didn’t expect for this man to fall in love with him. Now that he thought about it, in the first world, Ravel’s attitude towards him was also a bit…

While Shang Ke was lost in thought, Jian Chenfeng landed another kiss another on his lips, and said, “Yumo, I will give you time to adapt. Just until the operation ends.”

It’s not that Jian Chenfeng didn’t know about the operation’s risks, but he just didn’t dare to think about them. He will go find the world’s finest brain specialist, and will not allow anything to happen.

The next day, Shang Ke, who had surrendered in face of the other’s abuse of authority, still followed Jian Chenfeng to work.

After he got off work, he made a rich, nourishing meal to give to Jian Xin in the hospital.

“Jiang Yumo?” When Jian Xin saw Shang Ke and the food he was carrying, she spoke unhappily, “I don’t need you to send any food. I have everything here.”

Jian Chenfeng pursed his brows and reprimanded her, “Xin’er, where are your manners?”

Jian Xin frowned, lowering her head and no longer speaking.

Shang Ke placed the lunchbox on the table and smiled, saying, “This is a nourishing meal I personally made. I guarantee it’s both delicious and nutritious.”

Jian Chenfeng stood at the side, upset. The special treatment that he wished he could have was  disdained by Jian Xin.

“Where’s Jiang Donglin?” Jian Chenfeng asked deliberately.

“He had a meeting today, but he’s probably about to come.” When Jiang Donglin was mentioned, Jian Xin’s expression became completely different, warmth filling her eyes.

Jian Chenfeng peeked at Shang Ke, but unfortunately he could only see his back.

Just after speaking, Jiang Donglin walked in the room, and was a bit surprised when he saw Jian Chenfeng and Shang Ke. He immediately smiled and said, “You two also came.”

He walked to Shang Ke’s side and asked in concern, “Yumo, are you alright?”

Shang Ke faintly smiled as he responded, “I’m fine.”

“Since Donglin is here, then we’ll take our leave.” Jian Chenfeng held Shang Ke’s waist and pulled somewhat forcefully, taking him out with him.

“Xin’er, I will send them out and bring back some food for you.” Jiang Dongling hadn’t seen the lunchbox on the table and followed the two out.

When Jian Xin heard that he was going to bring food for her, she didn’t mention the lunchbox to her. After they left, she picked up the lunchbox, planning to throw it away, but it was too large and conspicuous. She could only call for a cleaning aunt and tell her, “Help throw this away for me.”

The aunt looked at this delicate lunchbox in confusion, muttering to herself as she left the sickroom.

Shang Ke was waiting for the elevator when he just so happened to turn his head and see that cleaning aunt carrying the lunchbox walk out from around the corner, throwing it into the trash can.

Jian Chenfeng also saw the scene, and anger bubbled up in his mind. Jiang Yumo had taken two entire hours to carefully prepare the nourishing food in that lunchbox. He had only tasted two bites before being ruthlessly berated to stop. He didn’t expect that his younger sister would just throw it away like that!

Although it was a good thing for Jian Chenfeng that Jian Xin didn’t like Jiang Yumo, he didn’t wish for Yumo to suffer any harm.

Jian Chenfeng looked at Yumo, only to see him staring at the trash can. On his handsome face was a faint trace of grief.

Jian Chenfeng tightly pursed his lips and was about to walk back.

Shang Ke hurriedly pulled him, questioning, “What are you doing?”

“She’s too unreasonable!”

“It’s alright, it’s just some food.” Although Shang Ke’s face was clear like the wind, his heart was raging. The fine food he had painstakingly made was wasted, just like that! They will definitely die with regrets!

Jiang Donglin looked at Jian Chenfeng’s dark face and asked, “What’s wrong?”

Jian Chenfeng glared at him and coldly said, “Jiang Donglin, my younger sister is very willful. Don’t always let her have her way, and when she needs a lesson, give her a lesson.

“……” Wasn’t it a certain someone who had pampered his younger sister beyond question? He actually urged someone else to give a lesson to his own treasured sister?

At this moment, the elevator had came up. Shang Ke immediately pulled Jian Chenfeng into the elevator and told Jiang Donglin, “Brother, take good care of Jian Xin. We’ll leave first.”

After the doors to the elevator closed, Shang Ke kept his head down, staring at his feet.

Jian Chenfeng really wanted to ask him, was doing so much for a person who didn’t love him really worth it? She wasn’t even grateful.

Shang Ke did not say a word on the way back. When they walked into their house, he suddenly shook off Jian Chenfeng’s hand, rushing to the bathroom like he was flying.

“Yumo!” Jian Chenfeng quickly followed him, only to see him retching in the sink. He worriedly asked, “What’s wrong?”

Shang Ke quickly washed up. His hair was wet and water droplets were dripping from his too transparently pale face. His eyes and brows drooped, while his shoulders were slightly heaving up and down. He gave off a sense of frail beauty.

“I just feel a bit nauseous. It’s a normal reaction.” Shang Ke waved his hand to tell him not to worry about it.

“Normal reaction?” Jian Chenfeng’s face was gloomy as he asked, “Since how long ago?”

Shang Ke looked at him but didn’t answer.

“Ever since your head was hit?” Jian Chenfeng held his shoulders and angrily said, “Jiang Yumo, damn you, when were you planning to tell me?”

“What is there to say about it?” Shang Ke shrugged his shoulders and spoke, “It won’t do anything even if I say it.”

Jian Chenfeng really wanted to throttle this b*stard who didn’t take his own life seriously.

“Let’s go, I’ll take you to the hospital for a check up.”

“Wait,” Shang Ke stopped him, “there’s no need. This really is a normal reaction. Didn’t you already arrange my operation? As long as the operation is successful, there’s nothing to worry about. With you watching me, even if I wanted to die, I can’t.”

Jian Chenfeng took a deep breath before slowly saying, “I should just do you.”

“!!!” Was there any connection with what we were talking about before?

Jian Chenfeng held him, burying his head into the other’s neck as he lowly spoke, “Jiang Yumo, take it as me begging you, but cherish yourself.” Jiang Chenfeng dared to compete with anyone. Gender, family background, and public opinion were all unable to prevent him from obtaining this man. But the one thing he couldn’t win against was death.

“Give up on Jian Xin.” Jian Chenfeng trapped him against the wall with his arms, his voice hoarse as he said, “I suit you more than her.”

Jian Chenfeng kissed him, passionately taking the younger man as his hands explored under his clothes, caressing his skin. The burning sensation caused Shang Ke to feel a bit limp.

Shang Ke had to admit he was a bit touched by Jian Chenfeng’s seriousness. However, he still found it hard to adapt to the man’s affectionate care that was full of desire and strong encroachment. Moreover, he was doomed to “never die in peace.” He really did not have the energy to deal with other emotions outside of his missions.

“Stop…” The man on his body was like a block of iron, burning Shang Ke until his entire body was feverish, and he became unable to move.

“Don’t be afraid. I said that I would give you time to adapt.” Fire lit in Jian Chenfeng’s eyes as he spoke, “However, don’t test my patience. So long as you have any kind of negative reaction, you have to tell me. If I find out that you hid something from me, then Jiang Yumo, you will be finished.”

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22 thoughts on “[HDS] Chapter 15: My Heart Beats For You (VI)

  1. r1su says:

    Jian Chenfeng took a deep breath and slowly said, “I should just do you.”

    Me : i agree, u should just do him right there n then

    Have a good night sleep snowy-sama~ (and morning sleep to me)

    • itsspica says:

      I agree but a lot of ppl will prob bash us saying its noncon lol

  2. Kate says:

    Thanks for the chapters!!! ^-^
    Have a nice sleep~

  3. PrettyDamnCritical says:

    Jiang Yumo is slowly but surely being pulled to the gay side. Thanks for the chapter!

  4. Rinth says:

    Jian Chenfeng, you really should do him hahaha~

    Thank you very much for the chapter!!!

  5. Inez Usmany says:

    Oh my! Really appreciated your hard work but please don’t push yourself too much. Stay healthy ?

  6. libraryrocker says:

    I laughed so much.


  7. Ignobilia says:

    Shang ke, your domed.

    The system is not just a huge S but also a fujoshi/fudanshi, it didn’t just send you normal worlds to die, it sent you to bl worlds were the bl God is the almighty.

    You can’t escape his will!

    So just embrace it.. (mumbles).. feel the bl force..

    It’s all around you.

    Thanks for the chapter!

  8. Chewy says:

    “Then I will chase you to your home and do you.”

    Im dead lmaooooo
    I love this series so so much! This is even better than quickly wear the face of the devil!
    The mc is more likable and I like that each sorry has a bad end. Yessss ML, angst moooore.

  9. eatingthegarlic says:

    Thanks for this translation first of all!!!! And just wanted to share this part with you cause it won’t leave my mind!!

    When they walked into their house, he suddenly shook of Jian Chenfeng’s hand and rushed to the bathroom like he was flying.

    “Yumo!” Jian Chenfeng quickly followed him and saw him retching at the sink.

    Shang Ke quickly washed up, his hair was wet and water droplets dripped from his too transparently white face.

    “I just feel a bit nausea, it’s a normal reaction.” Shang Ke waved his hand to tell him not to worry about it. His hand going to his belly.

    “Normal reaction?” Jian Chenfeng’s face puzzled, “Since how long?”

    “Since 2 months ago,” Shang Ke threw over a pregnancy test to Jian Chengfeng, who looked at it in puzzlement.

    • SnowTime says:

      Oh god, this is great lmao

      • Jack Nathaniel Mikhail says:

        Many thanks for the chapter my friend!

  10. akumakawa says:


  11. Sarsanilla says:

    …… this is just straight up rape. I DO NOT approve.

    • Ahcatan says:

      I don’t think anybody approves (or at least I hope so)
      I just think we are all collectively ignoring those parts (the one in the bedroom (or the living room, I don’t remember) and the bathroom)
      But I agree with you the correlations with rape are unnerving.
      I have commented on the issue (still waiting for the moderation). And I am hesitating in continuing the story, maybe things will get better.

  12. Kailyria says:

    Uh…ML is very unreasonable so far and very straightforward about it, i have a feeling ravel was very pent up and regretful in the previous life and so it kinda carried over….

    “Rather than you dying on the operating table, you’re better off dying on my bed, in my embrace, and under my body.” <—- see doesn’t that seem to be filled with alot of frustration. 🤔

  13. Benomora says:

    Thanks for the chapter ♡´・ᴗ・`♡

  14. Katlyn says:

    Lover boy kissed Shang Ke right after he threw up…. I am both impressed and disgusted. Disgusted with the thought of the taste, and impressed that he can still manage to get all hot and bothered with that taste in his mouth.

  15. Ahcatan says:

    The story is good, I just have a nitpick.
    when the MC said “stop” or just didn’t engage with the romance (I mean, he didn’t really say he wanted it, you know?)
    I would appreciate it if the ML just listened, and stopped with the pressure. We all know that the MC will (if he didn’t already) fall in love with the ML, but I still feel uncomfortable when all this action happens and I don’t hear a consent (and I mean a real one).
    Maybe I am just too sensitive or something, but I keep correlating these things with rape. Hopefully, it will get better.

  16. Sl says:

    Lolol. M.L: “ if you do this i will do you.”
    “ if you do that, i will do you.”
    “ even if you do nothing ,i will do you”
    Mc: ………..( -__-“)
    System : Side mission activate!

    thank you for the chapter.

  17. snjwffl says:

    Uh…anyone who thinks anal sex is a good punishment shouldn’t be let *anywhere near* another person’s butt. Even if in the future MC consents before the act (and that’s a *big* ‘IF’), I doubt ML knows how to make it so MC isn’t writhing in [the bad kind of] pain and with no accompanying pleasure.

    On another note, these last couple chapters were made much more enjoyable to me by
    mentally replacing “do you” with “*won’t* do you (even after your surgery)”. So try that if you found those lines too icky too.

  18. puerileworries says:

    Finally writing a comment after reading 15 chapters lol. I loved FOD that’s why I decided to read this and was not disappointed. Though, really dislike the fact that the ML is just not asking for MC’s consent, but it’s a BL novel so I’m just kinda used to it. Thanks for translating another BL novel I’ll be reading. I also read TPCFC on your site. <33

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