Chapter 19: My Heart Beats For You (X)
The doctor and nurses quickly returned to their senses, preparing to send Shang Ke into the emergency treatment room. But then they heard him say, “Jian Chenfeng, Jian Chenfeng, don’t forget, I sighed a heart donation agreement, if, if I don’t live this time, you must transplant my heart to Jian Xin.”
Shang Ke turned his head in the direction where Jian Chenfeng was at, but Jian Chenfeng was not there. The other people understood, Shang Ke’s eyes were already blinded.
Jian Chenfeng gripped his hand, his eyes turning red, his voice hoarse, “Yumo, you have lived through a brain tumor operation, this time must be fine too! Don’t give up, I am still waiting for you to return home together.”
When Jian Xin heard Shang Ke’s words by the side, her mind immediately went blank. What? Heart donation agreement? Jiang Yumo was transplanting his heart to her?
God, just how much had he paid for her? No wonder her older brother treated him so favorable, and Donglin wished to move aside for him. For her, he didn’t even want his life anymore. She had harshly criticized him in the past, and now, it all turned into endless guilt and touching.
Jian Xin could only feel her heart pain, her breathing began to rush and her complexion paled. She was like a stranded fish. The sounds by her all turned chaotic and she gradually lost consciousness…
Shang Ke and Jian Xin were sent to separated emergency rooms.
Jian Chenfeng worriedly kept watch outside the emergency room. When he learned the course of the events from Jiang Donglin, he didn’t even think and ruthlessly gave him a fist to the face.
Jiang Donglin did not resist it and took the first, his entire person fell onto the ground, dazed.
Jian Chenfeng’s face was so frighteningly dark and glared at him angrily. He did not say another word and just leaned against the wall, stilly waiting.
The people of the Jiang and Jian Family both rushed to the hospital when they received the news.
To their questions, Jian Chenfeng did not have the energy to deal with it. An unending fear caused his whole body to chill, like he was waiting in torment for the Death God’s decision.
At this moment, a doctor walked out from the emergency room of Shang Ke’s and looked at their hopeful and expectation gazes, heavily saying, “The patient’s injuries are very heavy, the chance for recovery isn’t very high. Even if his life is saved, he can only lay on the bed paralyzed. But no matter what, we will do our best to treat him. However, just now the patient requested to cease treatment.”
“What? Cease treatment?” Mother Jiang could not believe it, “Why?”
He didn’t even need to guess to know what that guy was planning. He wanted to leave his heart for Jian Xin!
At this time, his heart still only has Jian Xin!
Jian Chenfeng endured his anger and unyieldingly said, “Don’t listen to him, continue to treat him! Paralyze is fine, disable is also fine, the important part is for him to live!”
The doctor looked at Jian Chenfeng, seriously asking, “Young Master Jian, are you sure?”
Jian Xin was also in emergency treatment, her heart was overly shocked and on the brink of a crisis. Jian Chenfeng’s decision, might cause neither to be able to be saved. If he chose to give up on Jiang Yumo, at least Jian Xin would have a great chance to survive, and it’s soundly surviving.
Jian Chenfeng was just about to reply when he saw a nurse rush out and shouted to the doctor, “Doctor Huang, the patient refuses to coordinate and won’t last much longer.”
Jian Chenfeng rushed to the entrance and shouted inside, “Jiang Yumo, listen to me, live! My younger sister’s life isn’t your responsibility!”
I’m sorry, Jian Chenfeng.
This time, he was really giving up.
Through Shang Ke’s vague consciousness, he slowly closed his eyes. Everything in his surroundings seem to gradually go far away…
Luckily he did not accept Jian Chenfeng’s feelings, if they didn’t have anything in the first place, then he shouldn’t be too sad when he lose him.
Shang Ke’s final treatment did not work and died, his heart was immediately transplanted to Jian Xin.
The organ transplant operation was very successful, and no grave rejection appeared. After her recovery period, she could leave the hospital with a clean bill of health.
Jiang Family only found out their son had signed a heart donation agreement during the operation, although they did not protest against it, they are unable to obtain peace with their son’s death. Especially Jiang Donglin, in this life, he likely would be unable to break free of the guilt of indirectly killing his younger brother.
“Jian Xin, I came to take you home for your discharge from the hospital.” Jian Chenfeng entered the sickroom, his face like water as he looked at the girl standing by the window.
A month ago, he had once said the same thing to Yumo. But, he never had the chance to take him back him.”
Jian Xin turned back, a faint trace of grief in her eyes.
She silently followed her older brother out of the sickroom, and did not speak until they were in the car, “Brother, you hate me don’t you?”
“You are my younger sister, I do not hate you.” Jian Chenfeng faced ahead, his tone dull, “But I, will never forgive you.”
Jian Xin, you lost someone who was willing to use his life to love you. And I, lost someone who I was willing to use my entire lifetime to love….
【Congratulations to Host for completing additional mission 1.】
【You have completely one main mission and one additional mission in this world, may Host please receive your reward. Constitution +2 (+1), Memory +5 (+2), Spiritual Power +10 (+5), Beauty +10 (+2), Life Span +1 (+1). You can learn one additional skill.】
Shang Ke was still immersed in his melancholy, the taste of parting in life and deat hwas really unpleasant. Although he didn’t really did, to the people in the mission world, they don’t know and really paid with their feelings, feeling sad for his death. This made Shang Ke feel rather upset.
【Host’s death is not senseless, for every time you sacrificed your life, you can save another life. If you still feel guilty, then you can pay with the same feelings. The worlds Host experiences all truly exists, if you desire it, then diligently experience every life, and don’t leave behind regrets. 】
Shang Ke understood and said, “You’re right, this kind of chance to experience different lives, what can I be unhappy about? I’ve decided, I will do my best to do everything I can to complete all three missions, then stay in that world and enjoy life. The longer one lives, the more one learn. I should not so easily give up on life.”
【Choose the skill you want to learn.】The system revealed the skills one by one.
Shang Ke noticed that the magic and martial arts he wanted to learn the most were still gray, but “dancing” and “weaving” were available.
Weaving? Shang Ke was a bit curious and decided to chose this skill.
The Musical Instruments he chose before, he can choose another one or two instrument to learn. His Cooking skill can also continue to be trained.
Ten years later, Shang Ke walked out from the Hundred Training Space. His entire body was filled with a scholarly aura, a single smile would melt countless girls hearts.
Before he was about to enter the next world, SHang Ke suddenly remembered a question, “System, Ravel and Jian Chenfeng who I met in the other two world, are they the same person?”
System:【Please figure it out yourself.】
“I think they are!”
【There is no reward even if you guessed correctly.】
Shang Ke: (#‵ ′)凸
The high and mighty cold System really breaks people’s hearts.
His consciousness blurred and Shang Ke was sent to the next world by the System.
When he opened his eyes, everything before his eyes made his entire person felt this was bad!
TL Note: This extra is not in the original raws, deleted by the author because it no longer fits what happens later down the line. Take it with a grain of salt ~
Extra: Jian Chenfeng
Jian Family and Jiang Family often did business together. Jiang Family’s oldest son Jiang Donglin treated people gently with courtesy, his nature was very fine. Meanwhile, the second son Jiang Yumo was the model of a dandy, ignorant and incompetent. As such, when Jian Chenfeng found out Jiang Yumo was pursuing his younger sister, he had a lot of enmity to him.
Afterwards, when Father Jiang asked his father to help and let Jiang Yumo intern at Jian Family’s company, he decided to properly examine this man.
The first time they met at the company, he did not give him any face and fussed with him. He had thought that this young master wouldn’t be able to endure his anger and walk out, but he had unexpectedly calmly accepted his arrangements and didn’t even say one line back.
Rumors outside said that he was arrogant and despotic, but from the looks of it, it could not be trusted. Jian Chenfeng thus changed his opinion of him slightly.
He had Secretary Cui to secretly take note of his every action and see how was his character.
However, in just a day, Secretary Cui already obtained a good opinion of him. He felt that Jiang Yumo was completely different from the rumors, with his words: “His temper is good, adapts fast and his communication ability is pretty good.”
What surprised him even more was that Jiang Yumo’s ability to make coffee was very good. After he drank the coffee made by him, he said without any hesitation: “My coffee will all be made by him in the future.”
The next day, Secretary Cui found other shining points of Jiang Yumo. His memory was strong, his cooking skills exquisite, good at communication and adapting.
Jian Chenfeng felt it was a novelty, so he had Jiang Yumo bring him a lunchbox and as expected, he did not disappoint him. The first lunchbox was enough to shake him.
Jian Chenfeng had no choice but to admit that the reason why he changed his attitude toward him was completely because of those delicious and gorgeous lunchboxes.
Only after truly interacting with him did he discover that Jiang Yumo was a very good man, he was very cheerful and polite, being together with him would always make a person feel happy.
However, the way he pursued his younger sister was just too normal, he merely sent her a rose every day. Jiang Chenfeng couldn’t help but think to himself, was it because he had been too active in pursuing her and scared her, so he started to use such a way?
Jian Chenfeng did not know why he chose to do so, and did not bother to warn him. Even when he discovered that his younger sister was becoming closer to Jiang Donglin, he had just stayed aside and watched.
The first time Jian Chenfeng noticed his feelings was when he had gone to Jiang Yumo’s home on a whim. He had accidentally found out Jiang Yumo’s body had many bruises in varying states of recovery, it was clear that it has been like this for a while.
He felt angry for some unknown reason and dragged him to the sofa to what was going on. He pressed down on him, pulling open his clothes. Seeing him lying there with his clothing messy and in such close range with him, their skin touching and rubbing, caused a reaction that he was hardpress to control.
In that moment, he panicked a bit and ran away.
In the following days, his mind was full of Jian Yumo’s figure and he gradually became aware of what kind of feelings he had toward him. But he was a man, and the one he liked was his younger sister. He hesitated on if he should hide those feelings, to let it forever remain as a secret.
When he finally made his decision, he did not spend too much time on it.
When he found that Jiang Yumo was a member of the extreme sport club, Jian Chenfeng finally understood where his injuries came from. In regards to it, he was rather angry. So when he obtained information that he was playing jet skiing at the beach, he didn’t even think through it and went.
Jian Chenfeng did not like noisy environments, but the main reason he went to the beach this time was to control Jiang Yumo. He was worried that the other would play too much.
However, when he saw that figure that was piloting a jet ski and recklessly rushing the waves, his heart thoroughly fell for him.
His brashness, his confidence, his smile, his brightness…everything of everything, were like a magnet that attracted his gaze.
At that time, he decided. This man, he wanted no matter what. It was fine they were the same gender, it was fine that he liked someone, he will think of his own ways to make him fall for him.
After the event, he had invited him to a meal while he thought about how to pursue this man so he would fall for him as well.
However, in a short period of time to the bathroom, everything changed.
He met up with Yumo’s older brother Jiang Donglin, who had came with Jian Xin to this same restaurant to eat. The two were worried about Jian Xin and both went to the bathroom to look at the situation. Just when they had walked over, they saw Yumo supporting Jian Xin who was breathing hard on the wall outside the bathrooms.
Jian Xin has a heart disease and could not take stimulations. When Jiang Donglin saw this seen, he immediately rushed up to push aside Yumo.
Yumo wasn’t standing stably and fell backward, the back of his head hitting the wall. Back then, no one would had expected that this one hit would be so serious. Jian Xin’s situation was quickly stabilized but Yumo fainted.
They only found out after they had sent him to the hospital that Yumo had contracted a brain tumor. When they found out, he was in extreme shock and fear.
Jiang Donglin blamed himself and Jian Chenfeng was also really resentful toward him, but he did not say much.
What he paid attention to was how Yumo already knew he had contracted a brain tumor, yet he not only had he hid it from his family, he also recklessly participated in extreme sports without a care for his life.
But the first thing he asked when he woke up was: “Is Jian Xin okay?”
He almost lost his life, yet he still had the energy to worry about others?
“She’s fine, you should be worried about yourself first.” Jian Chenfeng couldn’t endure it and asked him, “Why do you still participate in those dangerous extreme sports when you are fully aware of your state?”
“I cannot give up my hobby just became I am ill.” Jiang Yumo had self-righteously replied.
But Jian Chenfeng had a vague feeling that wasn’t the true reason.
Then he heard from Jian Xin’s doctor that someone matched her heart type and had signed a heart donation agreement, and that person, was Jiang Yumo.
Jian Chenfeng couldn’t believe it, that Yumo was willing to donate his heart for his younger sister. Only then did he understand why Yumo had chosen to hide his state and participated in extreme sports without regard for his life. He never planned to be treated, he wanted to use his life in exchange for Jian Xin’s!
While Jian Chenfeng’s shock couldn’t increase any further, both angry and distress, he also couldn’t restrain the jealousy in his heart. He allowed Jian Xin to misunderstand him, insult his feelings and help her and Jiang Donglin while he willingly paid the price silently.
Just how stupid was he?
Jian Chenfeng forcefully took him to his home and locked him to his side, putting his everything into taking care of him. He would not allow him to do anything to injure himself.
Living together with him satisfied his heart no matter what happened.
He said to him: “Your life, belongs to me.” He believed that one day Yumo would accept him.
When he kissed him, Jian Chenfeng completely knew that this was the man who he wanted to guard for his entire life as his lover. No matter how hard the future gets, as long as he was by his side, he would gladly endure it.
Jian Chenfeng’s effort was not for naught, Yumo smoothly endured to the day of the operation. Before the operation, he had asked him: “When your operation is over, we can try being together.”
He answered: “We can talk about it after the operation is successful.”
He didn’t directly refuse him, filling Jian Chenfeng’s heart with expectation. When the operation was successful, he was so happy he almost shouted out “Hallelujah”.
He had thought they the two of them could finally start.
In order to escort Yumo out of the hospital, Jian Chenfeng ordered a whole house of roses.
He had already planned it out, they would first go to Yumo’s parents house and eat, then return to his house, confess among the roses, and official set his life with him.
He was very impatient for it, he had never thought that he would have such a day where he couldn’t endure.
However, fate played a great joke on him when he was just about to welcome happiness.
He watched with his own eyes as Yumo rushed out into the streets and protected Jian Xin, both them sent flying by a truck.
Yumo was seriously injured while Jian Xin only had a few scrapes, it was clear on just how tightly he had protected her.
And at that moment, the first thing he asked about was still Jian Xin.
Jian Xin silently sobbed in Yumo’s embrace, she was probably also moved by Yumo’s sacrifice.
The medical personnel hurriedly rushed over. Yet Yumo did not forget to remind him to give his heart to Jian Xin even while lying on the stretcher.
This idiot! Jian Xin had never loved him, why was he willing to do so much for her?
His entire body was covered in blood, blinded and even his consciousness was hazy, yet all he worried about from beginning to end was Jian Xin.
Jian Chenfeng was bitter and hateful, hate arose in his heart for the first time against him younger sister, someone who he had dote on since childhood.
When the two were sent into the emergency room, Jian Chenfeng once again experienced fear.
What pained his heart even more was that Yumo gave up first, asking the doctor to transplant his heart into his younger sister.
Jian Chenfeng could not longer tolerate it, he rushed to the entrance of the emergency room and shouted: “Jiang Yumo, listen to me, live! My younger sister’s life isn’t your responsibility!”
I beg of you, please live! Don’t give up so easily, don’t just leave like this without regrets.
He didn’t care if Yumo was disabled or not, he just wanted him to live!
Even if he choose to be together with Jian Xin, he doesn’t care. He doesn’t care about anything anymore!
However, Yumo still left. He left his heart to Jian Xin and left without any worry.
Jian Xin’s heart transplant operation was very successful, but Jian Chenfeng did not feel happy at all.
She obtained Yumo’s heart while he, had nothing.
He did not hide his feelings for Yumo, Jian Xin also did not continue to stay together with Jiang Donglin.
That day when they left the hospital, she asked him: “Brother, you hate me don’t you?”
He replied: “You are my younger sister, I do not hate you. But I, will never forgive you.”
She and Jiang Donglin were both the murders of indirectly killing Yumo.
They caused him to forever lose a man he was willing to use his entire lifetime to love.
Jian Chenfeng tiredly returned home, faced the already withered rose in the house and softly spoke those words: “Yumo, I love you.”