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Chapter 16: My Heart Beats For You (VII)


在简沉锋的严防紧盯下,尚可悲壮地迎来了他的手术。在此期间,他试过在楼梯翻跟头,洗手间踩肥皂,从床上滚到地板……但事实证明,想砸中后脑也是一个技术活,他摔得最多的是臀部和背部,弄得一身是伤,但后脑硬是在他紧锣密鼓的“谋杀”行动中存活下来了。

Under Jian Chenfeng’s guarding and strict gaze, Shang Ke movingly and tragically welcomed his operation. In this period of time, he had tried to fall off the stairs, step on soap in the bathroom, fall from the bed to the floor… But reality proved that trying to hit the back of his head was also a skill. The places he injured when he fell were mostly his butt and back, he would be injured all over but the back of his head survived until the day of the operation even under his numerous “murder attempts”.

当然,他没有忘记争取参加极限运动,结果次次都被简沉锋给抓了回来,他好像在各个俱乐部都安插了眼线,简直没有任何空隙可钻。

Of course, he didn’t forget to fight for his right to participate in extreme sports, but the result was that he was caught and dragged back by Jian Chenfeng every time. It was as if he had placed an informer in every single club and did not leave any crack for him to squeeze through.

尚可这么一番折腾下来,简沉锋竟然也没有怀疑。他只知道尚可的病情越来越重,不仅经常头晕呕心,而且四肢麻木无力,连走路都有些困难。到了后来,简沉锋干脆搬过来和尚可同房,事必躬亲,悉心照顾。

Despite all that Shang Ke has done, Jian Chenfeng was not suspicious of his at all. He only knew that Shang Ke’s condition was becoming worse, not only would he frequently feel dizzy and nausea, his limbs would also become numb and weak, evening walking was difficult sometimes. Afterwards, Jian Chenfeng had simply moved into Shang Ke’s room and personally attended to him with the utmost care.

虽然他嘴上强硬,做事却出乎意料的有耐心。

Although he had a mean mouth, when he did things he was unexpectedly patient.

尚可不由得想,如果自己女人,有这样一个男朋友,恐怕是非常幸福的一件事。最后他也不折腾了,要死就干脆的死,如此折磨身边的人,实在有些于心不忍。

Shang Ke couldn’t help but think, if he was a woman and had this kind of boyfriend, a life of happiness without trouble would be a simple thing. Finally, he also stopped tormenting himself. If he dies, he will just die, there was no need to torment the person by him, he really couldn’t bear to.

他可以一死了之,但那些重视他的人却会因此而伤心难过。任务归任务,尚可并不希望自己变成一个没心没肺的作死狂人。

He can die, but those that cared for him will feel grief and sad because of that over him. His mission was just his mission, Shang Ke didn’t want to turn himself into a heartless madman who courted death.

手术当天,江家人都来了,另外还有简沉锋和简忻。

On the day of the operation, the entire Jiang Family came, along with Jian Chenfeng and Jian Xin.

尚可对江父江母说:“爸妈,我想和简沉锋单独说几句话。”

Shang Ke said to his parents, “Dad, mom, I want to say something to Jian Chenfeng alone.”

江家人看了简沉锋几眼,带着愁容离开了病房。

The Jiang Family gave a few looks at Jian Chenfeng, then left the sickroom with a bit of worry.

等房间中只剩下两个人,尚可开口道:“简沉锋,如果我有什么意外……”

After only the two of them were left in the room, Shang Ke started to speak, “Jian Chenfeng, if anything happens to me…”

“不会有什么意外!”简沉锋半蹲在床边,紧紧握住他的手,“只要你别在手术过程中,突然抢走医生的手术刀,然后往自己脖子上扎。”

“Nothing unexpected will happen!” Jian Chenfeng half squated by the bed and tightly gripped his hand, “As long as you don’t suddenly snatch the doctor’s operation knife during the operation and stab it into your own neck.”

尚可无语:“手术要打麻醉的,我哪有力气抢医生的手术刀?”

Shang Ke was speechless, “Anesthesia is used during the operation, just where will I have the energy to snatch the doctor’s operation knife?”

简沉锋眯起眼:“难道不打麻醉你就真打算抢?”

Jian Chenfeng narrowed his eyes, “So if they don’t use anesthesia you really were going to snatch it?”

尚可不说话了,敢情自己在简沉锋眼里是这么喜欢自残的一个人?好吧,从局外人的角度来看,自己似乎确实有点喜欢自残……

Shang Ke stopped talking. He wondered, was he really was such a self-harming person in Jian Chenfeng’s eyes? Alright, from other people’s point of view, he really did look like someone who likes to harm himself…

这时门外传来“咚咚”几声,江东霖提醒道:“余墨,要准备手术了。”

At this moment, sounds of knocking came from the door. Jiang Donglin reminded from outside, “Yumo, your operation is about to start.”

“马上就好。”尚可先冲外面喊了一声,然后对简沉锋说,“简沉锋,答应我,如果手术失败,就立刻将我的心脏移植给简忻,你知道她的情况也越来越不乐观了。”

“I’ll be done in a second.” Shang Ke shouted outside then said to Jian Chenfeng, “Jian Chenfeng, promise me, if the operation isn’t successful, the transplant my heart to Jian Xin. you know her situation is becoming worse.”

“你就不能有一刻忘记她吗?”简沉锋低吼道,“我感觉得出来,你对我也不是完全无动于衷。是不是因为我们都是男人,所以你才不愿意接受?江余墨,等你做完手术,我们就在一起试试吧。”

“Can you not forget her for a moment?” Jian Chenfeng gritted out, “I can feel that you aren’t completely indifferent to me. Is it because we are both man, so you don’t wish to accept me? Jiang Yumo, after your operation, we can try being together.”

尚可望着他,眼中似乎藏着千言万语,片刻后,他说道:“等手术成功再说吧。”

Shang Ke gazed at him, thousands of words seemed to be hidden in his eyes before he finally said, “Let’s talk about it after the operation.”

简沉锋的心脏猛地一跳,他没有直接拒绝,没有直接拒绝!

Jian Chenfeng’s heart suddenly jumped. He didn’t directly refuse, he didn’t directly refuse!

不过一会,尚可被医生护士推进了手术室,其他人则守在手术室外。

However, in the next moment, Shang Ke was pushed into the operation room by the doctor and nurses, all the others could only wait outside.

江东霖走到简沉锋面前:“沉锋,你跟我来一下。”

Jiang Donglin walked in front of Jian Chenfeng, “Chenfeng, come with me for a minute.”

两人来到走廊尽头的窗口,江东霖问:“心脏的事情是怎么回事?”

The two walked to the window at the end of the corridor and Jiang Donglin asked, “What was that about the heart?”

“什么?”简沉锋抬头看向他。

“What?” Jian Chenfeng raised his head to look at him,

“刚才我在病房外隐约你们提到心脏。”江东霖说道,“余墨是不是还有什么事情瞒着我们?”

“I vaguely heard you two mention something about a heart outside the room.” Jiang Donglin said, “Is there something else Yumo is hiding from us?”

简沉锋望向窗外,淡淡道:“这件事确实不该瞒着你们。余墨他,签了心脏捐赠协议,指定将心脏捐给简忻。”

Jian Chenfeng looked out the window, faintly saying, “This matter really shouldn’t be hidden from you guys. Yumo, signed a heart donor agreement, donating his heart to Jian Xin.”

江东霖惊道:“什么时候的事?”

Jiang Donglin was alarmed, “When was this?”

“就在查出脑瘤不久。”

“From around when he found out about the brain tumor.”

“什么?”江东霖一脸震惊,完全没想到自己的弟弟居然会做这样事,“等等,你说他查出脑瘤不久就签了捐赠协议?”如果他没有记错,余墨病情恶化是因为他的推撞。在此之前,他的情况还算比较稳定,治愈的成功率比现在高了三成。那时候他就做好了捐赠的准备。

“What?” Jiang Donglin’s face was completely in shock now, he didn’t expect his younger brother to be hiding such a thing from them. “Wait, you said from around when he found out about his brain tumor, he just signed the donor agreement like that?” If memory serves him right, Yumo’s condition worsening was all because of him. Before that, his situation was much more steady, the success rate of the operation was three times higher than now. Yet, he had already prepared to donate his heart back then.

江东霖又想到余墨查出脑瘤后,不仅没有在第一时间将病情告诉他们,而且还故意拖延治疗。若非他不小心推了他一下,他是不是打算一直拖延下去?

Jiang Donglin also thought of how Yumo not only didn’t tell him about his situation after he found out, he also deliberately delayed treatment. If it weren’t for him accidently knocking him against the wall that he, was he planning to keep delaying it?

江东霖的脸色变得难看起来,转头望向手术室的方向,眼中充满忧虑。

Jiang Donglin’s face turned ugly and he turned his head in the direction of the operation room, his face filled with worry.

“他不会有事的。”简沉锋语气笃定。

“He will be fine.” Jian Chenfeng’s tone was certain.

“是的,他不会有事的。”江东霖闭了闭眼睛,苦笑道,“你是不是觉得我这个哥哥做得太失败了?我好像从来没有真正了解过他。”

“Yes, he will be fine.” Jiang Donglin closed his eyes and bitterly smiled, “Are you thinking that I, this older brother is really such a failure? I feel as if I never truly understood him.”

看似玩世不恭,却深情若此。他为了简忻,竟然连自己的命都可以不要。

He looked frivolous, yet his emotions ran so deeply. For Jian Xin, he could even throw away his life.

江东霖一直以为自己很爱简忻,但比起的余墨,他又算得了什么。余墨的病因他而恶化,心爱的人也被他抢走,按照他的性格,应该与他闹得不可开交才对,但他的反应异常平静,现在想起来,恐怕是因为他已经做好了牺牲自己、成全他和简忻的准备,而自己却一点都没有怀疑。

Jiang Donglin had always thought he loved Jian Xin a lot, but compared to Yumo, just what level was he at? Yumo’s illness worsen because of his, his beloved woman was snatched by him. According to his nature, he should be causing all sorts of trouble for him yet he had been exceptionally calm. Now that he thought about it, he was afraid it was because Yumo had already made the decision to sacrifice himself, preparing to help him and Jian Xin. Meanwhile, he knew nothing about it.

如果余墨真的有个万一,他如何还能心安理得地与简忻在一起?

If something unexpected really does happen to Yumo, how would he be able to stay together with Jian Xin with a clear conscience?

手术一直持续了7个小时,直到手术灯熄灭,医生宣布手术成功时,所有人都是喜极而泣。不过医生特别提醒必须尽量避免头部受到撞击,以免出现新的情况。

The operation continued for seven hours. When the operation light went out and the doctor declared the operation a success, everyone cried tears of joy. But the doctor specially reminded them to take care to not hit his head as much as possible so that nothing new would pop up.

简沉锋嘴角微微上扬,也露出了一个久违的笑容。

Jian Chenfeng’s mouth slightly curved up, also revealed a long time no see smile

【恭喜宿主完成主线任务,江家再也不会遭受简沉锋的报复,从此搭上简家的顺风船,一路高歌猛进。】

【Congratulations to Host for completing the main mission, from now on, Jiang Family will never suffer any retaliation from Jian Chenfeng and ride on Jian Family’s coattails to advance successfully.】

主线任务完成了?尚可迷迷糊糊中,听到系统万恶的声音。怎么只是做个手术,主线任务就完成了?

The main mission was completed? Within his hazy thoughts, he heard the System’s voice. Why was it that the main mission was completed by him just doing an operation?

【以宿主的情况,手术的失败率高达80%,但这个世界的主角为宿主请来了顶尖脑科专家,手术成功率提高到了65%,再加上简沉锋的主角光环,幸运逆转了宿主原本必死的命运。】

【With Host’s situation, the operation failure rate percentage was at 80%. But this world’s main character requested the number one brain specialist in the world for Host, so the operation success rate rose to 65%. In addition to Jian Chenfeng’s main character halo (plot armor), Host’s certain death destiny was fortunately turned.】

尚可:“……”居然真的有主角光环这种逆天的存在。

Shang Ke: “……” So there really was such a fate defying thing like the main character halo.

【宿主光荣地在主线任务中存活下来,系统赠送2年滞留时间。如果在这段时间内,再完成两次赴死任务而未死,宿主即可选择留在当前世界,不受任何限制地挥霍人生。】

【Host gloriously survived the main mission, so System shall present you two years of detained time. If Host completed two more near-death missions during this time and does not die, Host can choose to stay in the current world and live life freely without restrictions.】

2年滞留时间?会不会太长了?

Two years of detained time? Is it not too long?

【鉴于这个世界太和平,英勇赴死的难度比较大,系统特别延长了滞留时间。】

【Because this world is peaceful, the difficulty of doing a heroic death is higher, so System specially gave more detained time.】

尚可:……需要他说声谢谢吗?

Shang Ke: ….Should he say thank you?

【You’re welcome。】

【You’re welcome。】(English)

他丫的还拽起英文来了!

Damn, it even used english!

尚可:Fuck off!(#‵′)凸

Shang Ke: Fuck off! (#‵′)凸

第二天,尚可坐在床上,举着镜子发呆。

The next day, Shang Ke was sitting on the bed while staring in a daze holding a mirror.

镜子里有一颗包着绷带的光头,头顶空荡荡,凉飕飕的,完全颠覆了他俊逸的美貌。说好的完美表情包呢?这时候怎么一点作用都没有?!好歹在他头上顶个闪瞎人眼的光环啊。

Within the mirror was a bald man in bandages, the head was completely free of any hair and sort of cold, completely overturning his handsome looks. What happened to the Perfect Expression Package? Why isn’t it doing anything now? It should at least give his bald head a blinding light.

这时,简沉锋推门而入,见尚可一脸严肃地盯着镜子,忍不住笑道:“不用照了,这样也很帅。”

At this moment, Jian Chenfeng opened the door and walked in. When he saw Shang Ke solemnly staring at the mirror, he involuntarily smiled, “You don’t need to look anymore, you’re still very handsome.”

尚可鄙视地瞥了简沉锋一眼:真是站着说话不腰疼,有本事你也剃个光头,瞬间就能让你从霸道总裁变成刑满释放。

Shang Ke gave him a glance of despise: So you say, but having it done is one other matter. If you have the ability, why don’t you get a shaved head now and let’s see if your overbearing Director aura turns into a prisoner’s.

“你是不是希望我也剃个光头?”简沉锋勾起嘴角,“只要你开口,我马上就去剃。”

“Do you wish for me to also shave a bald head?” Jian Chenfeng hooked up his lips, “As long as you say so, I will go have my head shaved right now.”

尚可放下镜子,撇嘴道:“算了,一个光头就够闪了,再加一个,眼睛肯定要瞎。”

Shang Ke put down the mirror and his lips curled in mirth, “Forget it, just one bald head is shiny enough, another one would be enough to blind.”

“我给你带了粥,趁热喝了吧。”简沉锋表情柔和,看得出来心情很好。

“I brought some congee for you, drink it.” Jian Chenfeng’s expression was very gentle and his mood was obviously bright.

尚可接过碗,不经意对上简沉锋深邃的眼眸,心脏突的一跳。

Shang Ke took the bowl and did not meet Jian Chenfeng’s eyes, his heart jumping.

简沉锋在手术前曾说过,等他手术结束,他们就在一起试试。他虽然没有直接答应,但也没有拒绝,现在该怎么办?

Jian Chenfeng had once said to him before the operation, after his operation, they can try being together. Although he did not direct agree, he also did not refuse. What should he do now?

如果拒绝,接下来两年,他必将陷入一场复杂的感情纠葛,上演一出“你爱我我却爱她”的狗血戏码。欺骗自己,也欺骗别人。

If he refuses, the next two years would make him sink into a complicated entanglement of feelings, playing out a “you love me but I love her” dog blood (melodramatic) program. Deceiving himself, yet also deceiving others.

如果答应,尚可就要努力完成剩下两个附加任务,然后留在这个世界与简沉锋共度一生。但尚可没有信心在任务中活下来,一旦死亡,可能对简沉锋的伤害更大。

If he agrees, then Shang Ke has to do his best to complete the two additional mission, then stay in this world and live freely with Jian Chenfeng. But Shang Ke did not have the confidence that he would survive the other two missions. Once he dies, the harm to Jian Chenfeng would be even bigger.

这可真是纠结死人!难不成干脆放弃附加任务,找机会来个意外身亡?

This really is such a hard choice! Should he just abandon the additional missions and just look for a chance to die?

算了,先装死,看看系统什么时候发布第一个附加任务。

Forget it, let’s play dead and see when will System release another additional mission.

尚可捧着碗,开始专心喝起粥来。

Shang Ke held the bowl and started to concentrate on drinking his congee.

另一边,江东霖坐在简忻的床边,静静看她用餐,眼神暗淡。

On the other side, Jiang Donglin was sitting by Jian Xin’s side, quietly walking her eat, his expression dull.

“东霖,你怎么了?”简忻出声问道。

“Dongling, what’s wrong?” Jian Xin asked.

江东霖回过神,温声道:“忻儿,我最近工作有些忙,可能没有多少时间来陪你了。”

Jiang Donglin returned to his senses and replied, “Xin’er, my work is a bit busy recently. I might not have much time to accompany you.”

“啊?以后不能天天来陪我了吗?”

“Ah? You can’t come accompany me everyday anymore?”

江东霖沉默地点点头。

Jiang Donglin silently nodded his head/

简忻一脸失落,闷闷道:“那你要尽快忙完,我每天都会等你的。”

Jian Xin’s face turned sad, gloomily saying, “Then you should finish up work as quickly as possible. I’ll wait for you every day.”

“嗯。”江东霖笑了笑,心情却很沉重。在得知余墨对简忻的深情后,他就决定退出了。只要想到余墨为了简忻不惜放弃自己的生命,他便无法再与她相处。

“Hm.” Jiang Donglin smiled, his mood heavy. When he found out just how deep Yumo’s emotions ran for her, he had decided to withdraw. Whenever he thought of how Yumo would give up his life for Jian Xin, he was unable to interact with Jian Xin.

虽然简忻一直对余墨抱有成见,但是如果让她知道余墨为她所做的一切,必然会对他改观。

Although Jian Xin always carried bias against Yumo, once she knew just how much Yumo did for her, she would change her opinion of him.

只是目前还不是分手的时候,简忻心脏不好,江东霖不想刺激到她,所以决定慢慢疏远。

It’s just that this wasn’t time to break up with her yet. Jian Xin’s heart wasn’t well and he didn’t wanted to upset her. So he decided to slowly drift apart from her.

SnowTime: My body is a bit in bad health lately, sorry orz


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